// OCD is an anxiety disorder characterized by uncontrollable, unwanted thoughts and ritualized, repetitive behaviors you feel compelled to perform. //
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Like a needle getting stuck on an old record,
Feeling that strong urge and the thought of it makes you so disturbed.
Like checking the stove 20 times a day,
Feeling like you're about to burn the house down, it's what they would say.
Like involuntary thoughts, images, or impulses that occur over and over again in your mind.
You don’t want to have these ideas, but you just want your anxiety to turn blind.
Afraid that if everything
isn’t perfect or done just right,
They fear they will be
punished every night.
Repeatedly check things that they associate with harm or danger.
Thinking it will
get better.
Obsessed with
symmetry and order.
Arrange things by
order and colour.
It's not bad to
have OCD,
Just be true to who
you are meant to be,
It's not okay to
have anxiety,
But I hope someday you find
peace and serenity.
- 05.05.20 -
Dedicated to @louiseallyson34
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The Chaos In My Mind
PuisiTo everyone wondering what the hell is happening in my head. All these poems were written after i remembered, Remembered the pain I've been through, Reminded of how cruel this world was, Thinking I needed to let it out. I was once a little girl...
