Can't stand you (Roddy Ricch Fanfiction)

Chapter 18

Roddy POV

It's been a few days since the incident in the studio, and I still haven't told Sadè.

I just can't... I know she'll be hurt and I didn't mean or want to cheat and get my dick sucked by a groupie, it just happened.

Camilla been on my neck about telling her, but I can't right now.

Right now I was at Sadè's house, in her bed watching Martin and she just got out the shower with a towel wrapped around her.

"You staying here tonight?" She asked me, grabbing her brush and brushing her hair into a sloppy bun.

"Yeah, is that alright?" I asked.

"Of course." Sadè said chuckling.

I sighed and said "Okay"

"What's up with you?" Sadè asked.

"What you mean?" I asked.

"You just been acting funny, I can't put my finger on it just yet" Sadè said walking over to me.

"Nah I just been having a lot on my mind that's all.." I said shrugging.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" She asked.

"Nah baby it's okay" I said.

"You sure?" She said seductively and dropped her towel to the floor.

I smiled licking my lips, I instantly went on brick.

She walked over to me, and got on top of me.

"Mmm, you so sexy it's ridiculous" I said rubbing on her ass softly, she was all over me and I love this side of Sadè.

"I love you.." Sadè said giving me a kiss.

"I love you more baby girl" I said back in between kisses, she grabbed the brim of my shorts pulling them down.

I had to think, because I really really wanted to have sex with her but I know what I did the other day... And I would just feel wrong if I had sex with her knowing I cheated.

"U-um Sadè wait baby wait" I said sighing, slightly pushing her back.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing at all.." I said looking her up and down.

"I would love to make love to you right now, I just can't." I said.

"Why not?" Sadè asked.

"Uh, I just forgot I had a studio session tonight... That's all." I said.

"Is that it?" Sadè asked. I could tell she thought I was lying.

"Yeah.. Why?" I asked.

"Just sounds like you hiding something from me. And I don't like that feeling" Sadè said sighing.

"I'm not baby I promise." I said sighing.

"Okay, okay. I trust you." Sadè said getting up and putting her robe back on.

"I'll be right back, in the next two hours. Just gotta take care of this session" I said, then I gave her a quick kiss.

"Alright baby, see you then" Sadè said.

-

"I thought you were spending the night at Sadè's tonight" Camilla said as I walked in our house.

Her and Lucas were sitting on the living room couch watching a movie.

"Yeah uh, can I talk to you real quick?" I asked. Camilla smacked her lips getting up.

She ain't been feeling me since she caught me in the studio, and I don't blame her. Yeah she's my cousin, but Sadè is also her best friend so it puts her in an awkward position.