Can't stand you (Roddy Ricch Fanfiction)

Chapter 21

Sadè POV

"You okay?" Quincy asked me, as I was braiding his hair. He's a regular now, 3 PM every Friday.

"I'm fine." I said sighing.

"Why?" I added.

"Well, you've been quiet the whole time. Usually we have a decent conversation" Quincy said.

"I'm sorry... I just have a lot on my mind." I said.

"Any way I can help?" He asked me.

"I don't think anybody can help me with this." I said chuckling.

"Not even your boyfriend?" Quincy asked.

"I uh, I don't have one right now.." I said rolling my eyes.

"But I thought-"

"It didn't work." I cut him off.

"He cheated didn't he?" Quincy asked, I didn't say anything, I just kept braiding his hair.

"I'm sorry.. About what he did." He said.

"I never confirmed that Quincy." I said with an attitude.

"You didn't deny it either." Quincy said back.

"Look I'm used to the bullshit I'm fine" I said shrugging.

"You're finished" I said giving him the little mirror, he looked and smiled. "Thank you, you are the goat." I smiled too and said "Aw thank you."

He stood up and turned around, looking down at me.

"You got this big guard up.. You want everyone to believe you're fine when you aren't. I mean... You are fine, physically.." He trailed off, looking me up and down. I chuckled.

"But emotionally, you aren't. Seems like you're broken." Quincy said.

"I'm fine, for real. Thanks for being concerned though" I said.

"Of course..." He said, I then said "Well um, see you next Friday."

He pulled out $60 and handed it over to me.

"Oh yeah, for sure.. See you then." Quincy said, I nodded my head walking him to the door, watching him leave.

Once he left I shut the door behind him, and walked to the kitchen leaning over the counter taking a deep breath. My anxiety comes on and off, and it makes me afraid everytime, especially if I'm by myself.

"Oh no.." I mumbled to myself in between breaths, I just feel like it's a lot on me right now. Between all these clients, including celebrities, this situation with Roddy, Camilla, then I felt like I couldn't talk to any body about my problems.

So I'm dealing with it alone. I also don't wanna be taken advantage of, which is why I didn't tell Quincy.

Some men take advantage when they know a woman is vulnerable.

I don't know if he's like that but I didn't wanna find out.

"Breath Sadè breathe.." I mumbled to myself, taking deep breaths, but it just kept increasing, tears fell out of my face as I faced what's going on with me.

I heard my door bell ring and I couldn't even walk to get the door.

I heard whoever it was just walk inside, I must've forgot to lock my front door.

"Sadè?" I heard Camilla's familiar voice say, I kept taking deep breaths and she walked in the kitchen and ran over to me.

"Oh my gosh! Are you okay??" She asked immediately concerned, rubbing my back.