Blind Love

Chapter 8

Picture of Gregorio above.

The week went by very slowly and it was finally Friday evening. Sofia had not got any rest this week and she had not be able to see Mikhail. He was very distant again with her but from what Flora told her, he was opening more to them. It was a positive thing but why was he shutting her out again? It pained her but she just shook her head.
He needed time and she would not rush him. He was at least doing his exercises and was able to sleep better. This made her smile and it was enough to cheer her up.

Today she would relax in front of a TV show in her pyjamas. She sighed happily and went to take a bath. She lighted up some candles and put on a slow music. As she closed her eyes and let the water sipped in her pores, her mind wandered to a certain green eyed male. Her core pulsed with life as she remembered the feeling of his palms against her breats. True, he had just made contact with her clothes but she could not help her fantasies.
What if she had been naked? Would he have gently palmed her tits or would he have groped it thoroughly. She swallowed as that image formed inside her mind. His hands were large and carroused, they would feel rough against her skin.

She whimpered as she let her hand glide down her body to her clit. She had divorced Hector about 4 months ago and even before that, they hadn't had sex for a whole year. She had only her hand to pleasure her. Maybe she could buy a dildo as Aline had recommended her. But right now, she was craving a certain person. Would he be as big as she thought he was? Did he taste as good as she thought? Would he be salty or sweet? Her mind raced with hundreds of fantasies.
It was really wrong for her to want a patient like this. But she just couldn't help it. She wanted him to crave his girth inside of her.

She wanted to ride him into oblivion. She chuckled at that thought. Had she gone crazy after treating so much patients? She shook her head. She just needed to get laid. It had been so long since she last felt a man's touch. She sighed sadly. She was just sex-deprived. But as she touched herself underneath the water, she could not feel any pleasure. The fire in her femine core would just not go away. It wad really frustrating. She was just twenty-seven years old. She was still young. She wanted to have fun but here she was, masturbating in her bathtub while fantasing on her hot patient.

"Get a grip of yourself, girl" she said, slapping herself mentally.
She bitch talked herself into her strong skinned alter ego. She could not let a man drive her crazy like that, right? She would not be driven by her sexual pulsions. She rinsed and dried herself. She disposed of the water and shrugged on her most comfortable pair of pyjamas. She plopped herself on the couch while munching on snacks to watch a bunch of horror movies.
It was about 9. 30pm when she got a call from Aline.
"Get ready, Sof. I'll be here in 30 mins."
Sofia frowned. "Why?"
"Cause we are going to get some dicks", Erika screamed.
Sofia jumped at the sudden intervention of her friend. Erika was an absolute sweetheart. She was the one doing the exposition venue at which Sofia and Aline rebounded.

Before she could object, Aline said, "C'mon. Have fun, Sof. You are still young. Make the most of it. We'll hang out at a club, dance and just enjoy the night. I know the divorce has been hard on you but you got to move on."
Sofia had been ready to move on the moment she had discovered Hector's double life. Well at least she thought. She had not coped with the issue, she had just buried herself in work. She missed having someone around. That was what bothered her the most- she missed having someone around but she did not miss Hector at all.
She had realised that she had never truly loved him and it pained her a lot. She had been in a relationship with him for five years and she had always thought that he was the one.
He was smart, classy and was funny in the beginning and much older than her.

She had needed the paternal figure that she had lacked in her childhood and she had projected that onto him. She was so focused on not making the same mistakes that her mother had made in the past that she had never really paid attention to his lies. Or had she just turned a blind eye on them? Her divorce had made her realised that her fears and inner demons were not truly gone. She felt like a hypocrite.
She always told her patients face the truth but she had been hiding from her problems the whole time. Her thoughts turned to Mikhail. How was he dealing right now? She wanted to be with him but he would probably shut her down. Her head started to ache. She was over thinking so much. She was still horny, sexually frustrated and tensed. She needed the fun.