sunflower 🌻, johnjae [ ✔ ]

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doyoung pursed his lips as he eyed the car mirror, seeing jaehyun staring out the window emotionless in its reflection.
he took a deep breath in. "so, how're things going with you and johnny?"

"hmm... well."

"anything you want to tell me?"

"mm, no. not really."

"you sure?"

"yeah..." he tilted his head to face the raven-haired male.
"why are you so nosy this fine evening?"

"i'm always nosy and digging into people's business."

jaehyun raised a brow and looked away. "hm. by the way,
what's the deal with you and staying at home now?"

"what do you mean?"

"what i mean is that... i can clearly see you're not sick, at all," he huffed. "and you're just cooping yourself up in your apartment, alone."

jaehyun was known to be oblivious and someone who didn't observe enough,
he himself could admit that. but he had been a friend of doyoung's for a long period of time, and therefore, to him it was only natural. of course he didn't get everything right, but still, most of his emotions.

"what's up with that?"

"i just don't feel like seeing people nowadays. i get bored... and tired easily,"
doyoung admitted, staying focused on the road.

"just because you don't want to see people doesn't mean you can just lie left and right."

the black-haired scoffed,
"why do you care?"

"why do i care?" jaehyun repeated, feeling his face heat up.
"doyoung. i'm fucking worried, for nothing."

"you know how i am with people worrying about me; just don't.
i tell you so many times jaehyun. you can't blame me for your feelings."

"wh-" he stopped and gripped onto his own thigh in vexation.

"stop the car."

"what?"

"i said stop the fucking car!"

doyoung rolled his eyes and pulled over to the side,
feeling compelled to do what jaehyun said.

the stern look the brunette had plastered on his face intimidated the elder, and all he could do was avoid any eye contact.

"what the fuck is up with you?"

doyoung remained silent. it ticked him off even more.

"doyoung! fucking answer me!" he shouted,
the grasp he had around the side of the chair getting tighter with each syllable.

the raven-head curled up into a ball and covered his ears.
"please stop shouting..." he mumbled.

jaehyun, although he was mad, couldn't get too vicious, especially at doyoung.
he could feel his anger tone down by the other's request and immediately apologised for being so vocal and loud with him.

"i'm sorry. i'm just upset."

"no... no," doyoung shook his head, breathing shakily.
"i-i deserve this kind of treatment right? because i'm such a horrible friend, let alone person,"
he uttered as he felt his eyes swell up.

"what? n-no. doyoung what're you even saying?"
jaehyun comforted him while patting his back.

"how did that kiss feel?"

"w-what?" the brunette replied confused.

"i said... how did that kiss feel? the one with..."

"what? how do you even know-"

"just... answer it. tell me." doyoung shut him up.

he felt hesitant on what to say. jaehyun never liked telling lies because it just never felt right.
if he lied to doyoung, he would feel bad non-stop. either way, he couldn't avoid such a question. he may as well had just answered it truthfully.

"it was... sweet.

and nice."

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