sunflower 🌻, johnjae [ ✔ ]

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<jungy00noh>

today at;
16:33

Hey, Johnny.
Let's talk.

oh?? um, sure ok
what is it?

I've been wondering this lately.
We haven't gotten to know each other a lot.
And I think it would be nice to get to know
more about each other.

oh
i mean i'm more than happy w that!!
i've always wanted to know u more
but u just seem kinda... reserved yk?
i didn't want to make u uncomfortable
or invade your personal space ehe

Oh. That's okay.
I just want us to be good friends :)

that's weird|
that's w|
th|
ur kind of acting...
strange??
i don't mean to sound harsh
but why is that today i suddenly feel like...
you're ... interested in me finally?
idk it's just
,,, it's different
sorry if i sound kinda meanish
it's just doyoung always told me u were a lil different

Oh, Doyoung told you that?

yea quite often but i don't think there's any bad feelings behind it

What do you and Doyoung usually
talk about anyways?

not much actually
we talk abt meetups or it's casual talk like what we're
doing or what we plan to

Ah.

it's really rare when doyoung talks abt his feelings abt things
or just issues in general
so whenever he does i feel good that i'm helping him
the way he helps me :)

That's nice to hear.

what abt erm
you and doyoung?

Oh,
we're doing well.

really??
like right now?
bc doyoung said u two had an argument
i'm guessing that's also why ur talking to me?

Uh... I guess so. Yeah, you're right.
I've had a little change of heart since then.
I have too many personal problems,
I can't let this one add to it.
So I'm trying.

ohh ok
i see
then let's talk abt it then

About what?

ur personal problems

But why?

because
i feel like u need someone to talk to
don't u?
i want to help if there is something
don't hesitate, ok?

...
Well, I don't usually expose my past.
But I did this 'thing' back then. It wasn't a
good kind of 'thing'. But basically what's
been happening is that ever since
a Doyoung left, I've gone back to my
ways.

ah
that happens a lot
the bad thing becomes a coping mechanism
of some sort doesnt it?

Yeah, I guess so.

i think what u should do is talk to him
i mean if this happened bc of what happened
between u two
then i think the only way to fix it
is if u solve the problem
i'm sure he's been dying to talk to u too

Maybe you're right.
Thanks Johnny.
sent at 14:58

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