I may be happy that finally... I already have my very first formal job in a telecommunications company...
BUT I REALIZED... I WAS TOTALLY NOT!!!
Because, in exchange of this, I lose almost a half-part of my life after a Danish band made a huge discrimination against my country and my outraged heart caused sacking out of my former fellow fans...
Then, there's my very first flame!
Since my 24th birthday, I really dunno why does he become cold again towards me... maybe, everytime he meet me wearing my His Excellency Demon Kogure shirts, bag and pin... I told myself, who cares for? If he's still doing this to me, I guess my heart become more and more demonic... I don't believe from above esp. the word... LOVE!
Not to mention... Family Matters!
Even I keep focusing on my job so well, my depression remains and I had nothing to think but death... dreaming to see the land of Jigoku (READ: Hell) in order to meet Kogure-san whether he's in human or spirit form so....
AM I LOSING MYSELF???
I guess, it does because I lose my entire faith... I'd rather believe in Akumakyo religion due to many things I had been through.
Probably... to overcome this... I have to give importance on the things I have now so, I could able to endure my entire pain... as Kogure-san said, "Return To Myself"!
Well...
YOU ARE READING
Memoirs of A Shinja: When My Future Unloved My Past
AdventureI was born under Catholic religion but I'm currently practicing Akumakyo. and this is the story of being a follower called Shinja!
