Why am I different? (M-preg) Completed

Ch.11 Talking with P's

Ch.11 Talking with my P's

Kongpob's P.O.V.

I walked to the Medical Facility after I sent P'Pha and P'Tin a text asking them to meet me there for lunch. I was feeling extremely nervous because I knew that this was going to be a tough talk to have. I knew that this was the best option even though what happened was not good. I know that my brothers do not want my trauma to come out again and attack me.

The minutes ticked by as I waited for them. I started making a mental list in my head about the points that I will be talking about and whether they are pros or cons. I was snapped out of my thoughts when my P's walked up next to me.

"P's, we need to talk."

"About what?" -They both asked in unison

"You know what."

"Kong, we don't feel like we did anything wrong."-They defended

"I know you don't, but it's not fair to the Engineering tradition. You know that your faculties also have hazing and it's harsh as well."

"Yes, we do, however, we don't let it get as far as a junior passing out. We take every precaution we can to make sure we teach respect, discipline, understanding, and unity."-P'Pha argued

"I do understand that P'Pha, but it's not the same as Engineering or Economics. Sure, my faculty's hazing is not even half as harsh as the Engineering one, but they still make sure we learn to respect and get along with our seniors. I know that you get the phone call about me being in the infirmary was scary. I felt scared as well, but they didn't mean any harm." I countered

"Kong. They should not ignore a junior when they ask to be excused because they are not feeling well. That Nong Arthit should have stopped when yelling at you."-P'Tin growled out.

"P'Pha, P'Tin, it wasn't P'Arthit who yelled at me, and it doesn't matter who yelled at me. The thing that matters is that you two went and complained to the principal about the incident. I know that harm was done to me mentally and I am upset that I had to relive those nightmares but punishing a whole faculty for a one-time mistake is not right."

"Kong, I know that you don't want to be babied and such, but we can't help feeling protective of you because of what you experienced. I want that bastard gone, but he still breathes." -P'Pha snarled out as his anger grew.

I grabbed his hands with mine and looked him in the eyes and then I looked P'Tin in the eyes.

"I know that you two blame yourselves for what Pa did to me all those years ago, but I know that it wasn't your fault. It's because of me."

"Kong, how many times do we have to tell you that it isn't your fault. You are you. There is nothing wrong with you. We love you for who you are, and it will never change." -P'Pha and P'Tin said together

I nodded my head in understanding, but I still had those negative feelings about my 'ability'. I knew it was why Pa hated me, well that and because Mae died while giving birth to me.

"P'Pha and P'Tin, please talk to the principal and change his decision. I know that you want to shield me from all the horrors in the world, but we all know that you cannot. I will see the ugly side of life and people. I already have. Experiencing what I have experienced, taught me to grow stronger, and never wish my pain onto someone else. I never want anyone to suffer what I've suffered."

P'Pha and P'Tin looked at each other and just stared at each other for several long minutes before they nodded their heads in agreement.

"Okay, we will talk to the principal and ask for the decision to be reversed, but only on the condition that you are to be treated kindly. We will give him a simple explanation without giving details of why. I know you do not want special treatment, but we cannot see you go through that pain again. It breaks out hearts."-P'Pha said with glistening eyes.

I look at both and see that they are trying to hold their tears back. I walk the few steps that were separating us and hugged them both. I felt their tears land on my shoulders as they released some of the pain and hurt, they had been holding back. Their crying, of course, made me cry and we became a blubbering mess.

Five minutes passed before we gave a final hug and promised to be home on time for dinner before heading to the Medical Canteen for lunch. As we walked there, I felt like someone was watching us. I turned around to look but did not see anyone. I shrugged it off as a hallucination while continuing to follow my P's.

Unknown P.O.V.

The conversation I heard shocked me and made me feel bad. I never really cared for others that were not my immediate family or awfully close friends. I also for some reason did not like hearing how Nong Kongpob had a painful past and that it had to do with his Pa. I became determined to make his life a little better. Once I was sure he could not see me anymore, I turned and walked back to my facility with a determined look on my face.

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I hope this chapter was not too boring. I wanted to show Kongpob standing up for himself and letting his brothers know that he cannot always be protected. Even though he experienced something horrible, he is alive and living his life. Also, who's P.O.V. is it at the end? Please give a guess, while voting and commenting. I will post another chapter tonight.