Why am I different? (M-preg) Completed

Ch.2 The Hate Begins

Father's P.O.V. (sorry I don't have a name for him yet, can someone give me a name please)

I stared at the doctor in the eyes hoping that this was a mistake. My wife isn't dead, they must have gotten her mixed up with someone else's wife right? I try to convince myself that I haven't just lost the love of my life. I am happy that my son is healthy, but not having both of my loved ones happy and healthy will be a big blow to me.

I watch as the doctor lowers his head down and that's when my legs give out and I fall to the floor as the tears fall and my body starts to shake as I cry out loud scaring my other sons and everyone else. I cover my face and shake as the reality sits in and my world feels like it's falling apart.

"It can't be true!" I keep chanting to myself wanting to deny the truth and make myself feel better. I feel a touch on my shoulder as I look up and see the Doctor's face full of sadness and understanding.

"I'm sorry Mr. Suthiluck but your wife didn't make it. There were complications that happened and we didn't have ample time to save her. I'm really sorry for your loss." The Doctor said as he helped me to stand up and walked me over to my third son, Kongpob or Kong for short. I looked at his eyes and saw that they were blue like his mother's were. I felt more tears fall as I could see Kong resemble more of his mother than me but I was fine with that. I knew that my life was going to be even harder to maintain and control but for my boys, I would do anything.

I grabbed Kong from the nurse and introduced him to his two older brothers.

"Kongpob meet your eldest brother Phana and your second elder brother Tin. They will take care of you and help you when I can't. I promise to love you all the same and keep you protected." I said as I stared them in the eyes each in turn. 'Of course, I didn't know at the time that soon my life would turn around even more and I would break that promise and hurt the ones I love.'

I grabbed my sons and sat them down on the bench. I took a few deep breaths before I gathered up the courage to tell them the sad news.

"Boys, I have some sad news to tell you. I'm afraid that Mom has gone to heaven before us."

"Dada, wut is haeven?" Little Tin asked

"Heaven is where people go when their time is up," I explained while patting little Tin's head.

I turned and saw that Phana understood what my meaning is and lowered his head while trying not to cry.

"It's okay to cry Phana. I know you understand me the best, and I know you feel sad. Let the tears fall." I tell him as I watch him fight the urge to cry before watching as he let it all out. I sat there feeling my tears fall as I watch Phana cry and then little Tin.

*Several months later*

I was back at the hospital with my boys. I was here because Kong needed a check-up and apparently the doctor found out something strange with Kong. I was sitting in the waiting area for the nurse to call our name. I turned and looked at my sons. Kong was sleeping in my arms and Phana was being the best older brother keeping Tin entertained using whatever we had brought along. I think I was able to remember to grab a couple of toys but right now I can't remember.

The words the doctor said are haunting my mind.

"Mr. Suthiluck, we found something strange in Kong. I need you to come in asap so we may discuss the options and everything."

I keep repeating those words over and over in my head trying to figure out what it could be. Cancer? Blood Disease? An organ not fully grown?

My mind was trying to give me possible answers to ease it but it wasn't working. I kept trying to take deep breaths and keep myself calm. I had just accomplished calming myself down when the nurse called for us. I quickly got the boys and followed the nurse to the Doctor's office. We sat down and I saw that the Doctor had a grim look on his face.

"Mr. Suthiluck, we found something that is a very rare occurrence and honestly we can't explain how or why it happens. I think you should prepare yourself."

"What is it, Doctor?"

"I don't know how to say this any other way but bluntly." The Doctor started saying.

"Your son Kongpob, can get pregnant." Doctor said

"I'm sorry, but that's impossible," I responded.

"I'm afraid that it isn't and as I said, we don't know how or why it happens. There have been three other cases here in Thailand where a male baby was born with the ability to get pregnant. They don't have periods or any of that but can get pregnant." The Doctor tried explaining to me.

I sat there stunned and then without realizing it, I felt rage and anger circle throughout my body and the first thought that came to mind was, ' My wife died for this?'

I know it's slow but it will be that way, so I can give background info on how Kong's life became a living hell because of his father and how his bond with his brothers becomes so tight that Phana's overprotective brother complex makes it hard for Kong to find love.

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