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Ch.29 PhaYo (4)

Ch.29 PhaYo (4)

(Takes place during Kong's Kidnapping)

Pha's P.O.V.

Empty

Scared

Sad

Worried

Guilt

Unease

Failure

These were the thoughts and emotions I had going through my head as Off's team talked about how they would find Kong and save him. I couldn't shake the feeling that it was all my fault. I am the eldest of us, and I should have protected him from harm.

I sat there in a daze as the meeting went on, and I would give out the occasional 'Hmmm." or "Okay." in response when someone talked to me. I couldn't keep these thoughts from swirling about.

Time seemed to drag even after the meeting was over. It wasn't until I felt a small warm hand touch mine that I slowly snapped out from my daze. I looked up into Wayo's eyes, and I could see that he felt worried and wanted to comfort me. Without thinking, I pulled him onto my lap and hugged him tightly. Wayo didn't complain, but he did use his hands and gently rubbed my back. I felt my emotions start to overwhelm me, and within a minute, I let out those emotions with tears and sobs.

My whole body shook as I let out the emotions I had bottled up inside of me. I could somewhat hear Wayo whispering to me, 'Don't worry, P'Pha, P'Off and his gang will find him. I know that he will be alright. You don't have to put up this strong front. You can let out everything, and I will be right here to help you."

Hearing those words from him made me feel better, yet I also felt like I could finally lean on someone. Ever since I found out about what that piece of shit was doing to Kong, I made sure to focus on Kong and kept myself last.

For years I made sure with the help of Tin that Kong was happy and safe from that monster, but there were times when I wasn't able to stop him from hurting Kong. It tore my heart into pieces when I saw Kong injured and crying. I closed my heart off from anyone that wasn't immediate family and decided that I would go the rest of my life without someone special.

Now, I have in my arms an angel who has been there for me and made sure I was taken care of. Wayo comforts me and lets me vent, even though it isn't fair to him. I've apologized to him, and he would laugh and smile at me.

"You're silly, P'Pha. I am here to comfort you and let you rest. You don't need to put up a guard against me."-Wayo.

I was shocked by his response, and I found it adorable.

Time ticked by as I let out the tears I held back. I wanted to keep a strong front, but Wayo knew that it was all a show. Wayo kept rubbing my back as my sobs stopped along with my tears.

"Thanks, Yo."

"Of course P'Pha."-Wayo

"Yo?"

"Yes?"-Wayo

"Why are you so nice to me?"

"That's a silly question, P'Pha."-Wayo.

"What do you mean?"

"It's just as I said. That's a silly question."-Wayo.

"I am not the most open person, and I keep a guard up."

"I know, that's what attracted me to you."-Wayo.

"Oh, you mean my possessiveness and protectiveness."

"Yep."-Wayo

"Why?"

"I like that you protect the ones you love and how you show your love for them. You don't take crap from anyone, and you are.......when you're angry."-Wayo

"I'm what when I'm angry?"

"sexy."-Wayo (smaller size to indicated Wayo whispering it)

"What was that?"

"sexy."-Wayo

"One more time, please."

"SEXY!"-Wayo shouted.

I smirked as his face became extremely red, and he smacked my arm.

I laughed and pulled him closer to me as he was trying to get off my lap.

"Yo, you're adorable when your face is all red."

"You're evil P'Pha."-Wayo pouted.

I smiled and ruffled his hair as he continued to pout.

"Let's go to my room."

Wayo nodded his head in agreement as he followed me up the stairs and to the left, down the hallway until about mid-way, and then I stopped in front of a red and black door.

I turned the knob and walked in, making sure the door was open enough for Wayo to walk in before closing it.

Wayo walked around my room with his eyes lit up in amazement. My room was decorated with red and black all over with white accents here and there. My bed was a king-size bed that had the latest high-tech mattress and Egyptian cotton sheets. I sat on my bed as Wayo continued to look around my room.

You could see a medium-sized cherry red desk in my room's upper right corner with a laptop placed on top. To the left was a huge walk-in closet filled with clothes, shoes, belts, hats, and various accessories. Inbetween the desk and the walk-in closet was a big window that had a gorgeous view of the backyard and forest.

After a few more minutes of Wayo checking my room out, he walked over and sat next to me on my bed.

"Like the view?"

"I sure do."-Wayo replied as he looked at me.

"What view is that?" I teased him.

"The view of you."-Wayo

"What's so special about this view?"

"It's the one I love the best."-Wayo replied before his cheeks turned red.

"You love this view?"

"I do."-Wayo

"Then can I become your faen?"

"You sur- what?"-Wayo shouted.

"Will you be my boyfriend, Yo?"

"Yes!!!"-Wayo shouted as he hugged me and started giving me kisses all over my face.

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please do vote and comment. Ch. 30 is taking longer than I thought, so I should have it posted tomorrow evening.