You, an ordinary person, meet Rosé by accident, completely unaware of who she is - and she prefers it that way. But she can't keep her secret forever...
Will discovering that she's Blackpink's Rosé ruin what you have with her, or blossom into some...
I realized that I had been pretty depressed ever since the tour started and I said goodbye to (y/n). It's funny that it took me seeing them kiss someone else to realize I still had feelings; I guess I just didn't want to admit it to myself. Every night I listened to "Somebody Else" by the 1975 as I thought about (y/n).
I knew I had to break up with Jungkook, but it was hard for me - I really didn't want to hurt his feelings. One night backstage after our show in Atlanta I mustered up all my courage and decided do it.
"Jungkook, can I please talk to you for a minute? Alone?"
"Yeah babe what's up" he said biting his lip and pinning me against the wall.
I was so nervous. "I - um - I -"
"Come on, spit it out. You want to go back to the room and have some fun?"
I absolutely didn't want to do that. The thought of it frightened me. Come on Rosie, be brave. "I... I think we should break up."
He stepped back in shock and glared at me. "What?! Are you kidding?"
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I cowered underneath him, feeling intimidated. "I'm really sorry Kookie it's not your fault, you're perfect, I just - " I choked up a little, "I still have feelings for someone else. I know it's stupid of me, I'm a stupid girl, I'm sorry."
Jungkook huffed angrily. "So who is it then? Who's this person you're cheating on me with?"
"I'm not cheating Kookie, I would never do that. I... I'm trying my best to love you, I really am but I just can't because I'm not over (y/n) yet" I looked at him with the utmost sincerely, hoping he would understand.
"Who?!"
"(Y/n), an ESL teacher from (y/country) I met back in Seoul. I'm really sorry Jungkook, you didn't deserve this. You deserve someone better than me, I don't want to keep leading you on."
Jungkook was seething. "Well you may as well be cheating. And a fucking ESL teacher too, god damn it Chaeyoung I thought you had more self-respect than that. You really are a depressed fucking mess, thinking that loser is better for you than I am" he said glaring at me.
His harshness brought tears to my eyes; but I had no right to feel sorry for myself, it was my fault. I was so upset about hurting his feelings that I started crying. I felt so mean.
"Come on Chaeyoung! You're a top tier idol, you deserve someone like me. Don't you see all the fans that ship us? It's not by accident, we're meant to be together. And where would you be if I hadn't saved you from Chanyeol?! Answer me that!" he yelled to me as I cried. A few of the staff looked over nervously.
