My Sunshine (Rosé x Reader) Completed ✔

Alternate Ending - Rosie's Letter

Dear (y/n),

My lovely lovely (y/n). I'm writing this letter to you on Alice's suggestion. I'm trying to find the words to describe how much I love you, but I can't. There aren't any. But that's ok, because when I used to look into your eyes I know we could both feel it.

It's heartbreaking that you never got to see your best days. You were so young and had so much potential. Even if you didn't know it yet, I could see something in you that was destined for greatness. I wish I could've told you that sooner.

What I loved about you even more was your kindness and honesty. You were always there for your family and friends, and always put their needs before your own. I've never met anyone as genuine and pure as you (y/n), and I never will. Even if I didn't miss you so much, it seems unfair that this had to happen to someone like you.

But I do miss you (y/n). I miss you more than the sun misses the night sky. I miss you more than the desert misses the rain. My life doesn't have the same meaning without you (y/n). You left a hole in my heart that will never fully heal; although, you also left a love that will never truly leave.

I told myself I would never let you go, I would never leave your side, I would never love again. If I did what I wanted, I'd be here by your bed the rest of my life. But that's not what you'd want.

So the only reason I'm letting go is because I love you more than I love myself. If I don't come to see you anymore, it's because I love you. If I try to have a happy life without you, it's because I love you. If I look for love again and start a family, it's because I love you. Even if I find someone else who makes me happy, you'll always be my one and only true love (y/n). You're my soulmate, you're my end and my beginning, you're my everything.

I still don't know if I would be able to let go if it weren't for these dreams I've been having. You're in all of them, and somehow I know it's more than just a dream - it's really you, and wherever you are I know you can feel it too.

In the first dream, it was the past and we were best friends as kids back in New Zealand. Those were some precious memories that we'd forgotten. I know it was real, because when I asked my mom she showed me pictures and told me about you.

In the second dream, it was the present and we were back at our secret spot by the pond. You were talking to me, and you said it hurt you to see me suffer like this. You said what would make you the most happy is if I try to live and love again, so that's what I'll do.

The third dream is the only one that really brought me peace. It tied everything together. We didn't meet again in Korea by accident, we've always been tied together - even before New Zealand. And you know what that means (y/n)? In our next lives we're together again, because the third dream is in the future.

I don't know when it will be, I don't know where it will be. I don't think we're supposed to know that yet. All I know is that you're there with me - I saw a glimpse of us holding each other, and I think you saw it too. So if you're reading this (y/n), wherever you are, be at peace my love. You & I will be together again.

I knew there was something special about you when we were kids, that's why we became such close friends. I knew there was something special about you when we met again in Korea, that's why we fell in love. Whenever I was with you, I felt something so strong that it survives across distance, time, and life itself. It felt like sunshine, and I can't wait until the day we feel it again (y/n).

Your love,

Forever and always,

Rosie

A/N: This is just a concept ending - the 'real' ending is the happy one, and the story continues in book 2. Hope to see you there :)