Waiting | Ateez Seonghwa x reader

6 ~ Embarrassment

You slowly opened your eyes, the sunlight made you want to close them instantly but it was the huge headache that was the final straw. You closed your eyes again and groaned as you tried to force yourself to properly wake up. You rolled around in your bed and you felt an arm tightly wrapped around your waist.

Despite the headache your eyes shot open and you looked around the room. There was cream colored walls, a small drawer, a sky blue desk...this was definitely not your room.

You were heavily breathing as you slowly glanced to the side and you almost threw up, probably from being hungover and also realizing you were in a bed with...

"YUNHO" you screamed and said male who was beside you jolted awake. He lazily looked over at you and groaned "nooo, more sleep" he said simply and he closed his eyes again but you grabbed one of his large pillows and slammed it over his head.

"why am I in your room" you asked but the sharp pain from your headache made your groan again

"you don't remember" he said while he yawned and lazily sat up in the bed. You turned to face him as you shook his shoulders horrified about the possible embarrassing things you could have done "NO, WHAT HAPPENED"

Yunho frowned but soon he took your hands away from his shoulders and spoke "well what do you remember" he asked while you calmed down and thought about what happened

"I remember seonghwa coming, then you went to go see your other friends at the party. Then...then seonghwa and I were talking but he left to go greet yeon-" you cut yourself off finally remembering why you got so wasted last night. Seonghwa had went to yeonsoo and like an idiot you simply kept having drink after drink when he never came back despite you waiting.

"red hair, I remember red hair" you said softly as you for some reason kept thinking about someone with red hair, it wasn't a natural color you remember how bright it looked. But you also remember how comforting the red was, it was like a soothing warm fire burning beside you as you were sat on the street in the dark.

"I remember sitting outside of the party, on the street and then..." you furrowed your eyebrows and slowly everything came back to you

"there is nothing good about buying a new outfit that you think will make people look at you differently, that maybe they would look at you in the way you wanted, as more than a friend. There is nothing good about being pushed to the side over and over again having to wait...there is nothing good about parties"

Your eyes widened as you remembered your own drunken words that you had said to a STRANGER, well you knew his name but that was it.

You screamed while you grabbed one of yunhos pillows and slammed your face into it, you were so embarrassed. Yunho laughed seeing your distressed state and he simply spoke out "so I guess you remember what happened last night and I guess it was embarrassing" 

You sighed while you slowly lifted your head from the large fluffy pillow and you looked up at one of your closest friends with a sad expression "it was really embarrassing, why did you leave me alone. You're a bad friend" you whined while yunho reached over and ruffled your hair

"well I still came to get you and san, I even dragged your drunk asses back into my car safely. Then I let you guys sleep on my bed, I would say I'm a pretty good friend" he said in defense while you still hated him for leaving you yesterday, maybe if he was with you then you wouldn't have to vent to a complete stranger. 

You slowly sat up on the bed and you moved your foot about to step onto yunhos wooden bedroom flooring "well where is san-" you screamed when you felt a soft texture at your feet instead of a hard surface and you looked down to see san groaning as he got up after you stepped on his stomach

"oh, there he is. He must have fallen off the bed" yunho stated while you looked down at a very upset san. He groggily got up from the floor, just like you he was still wearing the same outfit from last night "so what was so embarrassing about last night" he asked you while your eyes widened

"you were awake the whole time, why didn't you just get up from the ground" you said completely avoiding his question and san groaned holding his head "my head hurts so I just listened while I laid on the ground"

You simply sighed as you got up from your spot and you checked your pockets, you were glad your phone and money were still there.

"I have work, so you guys want me to drop you off back at your apartments" yunho said while you spoke "I can take the bus yunho, my place is in the opposite direction on your way to work but you should take san...I don't think he is prepared to function as a normal human" you snorted seeing san stumble out of the room.

He was definitely hungover, you thought you had a lot to drink but apparently san went overboard. 

"alright y/n, be safe" yunho said while you smiled up at him and spoke "sure I will" then you rushed out of his room. You had been to yunho's before so you knew the way to the front door. Last night kept replaying in your mind and the embarrassment was overwhelming, right now you just wanted to go back to your place and crawl under your blanket and never come out

You simply shoved on your boots and you were glad you would never have to see hongjoong again, he literally went to another school. There would be no reason to see him and you would not have to relive the embarrassing drunken confessions about seonghwa

You reached up and opened the door but right as you opened it you heard a voice "oh y/n, don't forget your jacket. I didn't know you brought this" yunho said slightly confused as he tossed a jacket to you.

You caught the jacket and you stared down at the piece of clothing in your hands while you froze...oh no, his jacket. Well apparently you would have to see hongjoong again.