Rise Till' We Fall [TAEGYU]

#4: How hard did he close that door

(Beomgyu's POV)

Okay, I'll admit I took an extra long shower that day. I just couldn't believe that I actually cried in front of Taehyun. It's so embarrassing; we were close, we knew each other for a long time, but we haven't really been so open about feelings. I swore I never, ever cried in front of him and now I just want to dig a hole in the shower floor and hide there forever. Did I look bad when that happened? Wait, why am I suddenly wanting to look good for Taehyun? 

The shower water was too cold so I had to finish up quickly. I could ask Tae to check the electric boiler and turn the temperature higher, but I just didn't want to. Hell, my face is still burning from that closet. How dare he pin me to the wall like that? But wait, why did that happen at all? Why am I reacting like this? Fuck. 

I went out of the shower and threw myself on my bed. I buried my face in the pillow and caught a glance at Taehyun. He was sitting at his desk and scribbling on something with his back to me. His hair was fluffy and softly flying with the wind from his fan, making him look like some sort of Greek god. 

Oh and he's turning around, looking at me with those eyes, and I quickly closed off my vision and clutched my pillow closer. I'm suffocating so I had to come out, and Tae was still staring at me. 

" You know, if you're uncomfortable, me liking guys and all, I can move out," he said after a long moment of silence. " No, it's fine!" I quickly said. " It's fine, really, I'm not homophobic or what. I'm not bothered at all." " I should move out, I should-" "No!" I shouted, "It's fine! I don't want to room with anyone except you and Kai! "

He smiled at me. " I should've known that you aren't that kind of person." He flopped down on my bed and snatched away my pillow, hugging it. " Hey! Give that back!" I tackled him and grabbed at the corners of my poor pillow. He just laughed and ran towards his room. I went after him and he closed the door in my face, hitting my nose hard. 

" Ouch!" I quickly put a hand to my nose and my hand was red. Blood was dripping down my face and onto my T-shirt. I was in a daze; my nose is really painful and I can taste blood on my lips. Tae practically flew over, in my foggy vision, and he was crouching down, his knee touching mine. He wiped the blood off my face while calling the school nurse to come help. It's funny, how hard did he close the door? It's hilarious. 

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I know it's late...but I just haven't been motivated to write this, so I'm really, really sorry. I'll try to write as much as I can. It's hard to squeeze time out since I have a lot of work to do already, so be patient! I promise I'll update at least once a week. 

BTW, look at Yeonjun in the picture above! He's probably thinking something like " Why am I here" 

Stan Taegyu!