Rise Till' We Fall [TAEGYU]

#15: End

(Taehyun's POV)

"Hey-" my words got caught in my throat as he kissed me recklessly, almost roughly, like there's nothing to worry about and no fears. I smiled into the kiss, tasting the cherry chapstick on his lips, drowning in the mesmerizing scent of his shampoo. 

He leaned back for air, then turned his head to my neck, alternating between kissing and nipping, making a moan escape my lips. 

He looked at me for a second, gaze darkening as he softly licked the fresh bruises, his warm breath on my ears. 

"You like this?" he rasped out, his voice a low whisper. Hell, I didn't know his voice could go so deep.

"Mmhm," I managed, his hands sliding into my sweater as I grabbed on his shirt collar. His cold touch set my skin on fire, tickling me but turning me on so much--

"Can I?" he asked softly, but I didn't miss the craving in his eyes. 

Everything feels so right. Even though everything built so carefully over the years would crash down if anyone finds out about us, I want to be selfish for once. I'll stay with Gyu no matter what happens. All I can do now is hope, that I'm enough for him.

With a deep breath I nodded.

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I'm sorry to end this book so quickly but here are some words for you.

I'm very thankful for all of you that read my stories and expressed your love. It makes me really happy and excited.

The reason I decided to end this book is that I reread it, and to be honest I didn't like it one bit. There was little to no character development and the fluff scenes and kiss scenes just didn't work for me. I believe I can do better, but seeing all my hard work from the past months turn out to be something like this really makes me question my writing abilities. And basically I define myself mostly based on my writing abilities, so now I'm pretty much going through an existential crisis here. 

I'm so glad that there are still people that enjoy my writing, but for now I'm just going to leave it here, and hopefully give this story a rewrite one day. 

I hope you all have a great summer and a happy life. I love you guys.