Hannah's P.O.V
Hunger. Something so powerful
, something so deniably undeniable feeling, something you can't ignore. For almost 10 days, I've locked myself from the world, eating all I can, behind close doors, eating until I was full, a feeling that I thought I would never experience before. And I asked "what's wrong with me?" "why am I eating more than I should?" "how did not eating at all turns into eating everything in sight?" But what I do know for certain as the days passed by the fatter I became. Eating now became the problem, the problem I walked myself into. My mind became numb, wishing that this was all a dream, and everything will go back to how it used to be, back to when I was skinny or close to being skinny at least, back to when eating meant nothing to me. But 10 days is a long time to believe that. But my mind kept going numb every time I ate, every time I saw the empty packets of sugar cookies, caburys milk chocolate, and snack cakes. The hunger has taken over me. (Ana)
Was always there for me
And she never failed to
Remind me, how unperfect, I was
Never good enough
Never skinny enough
Too fat, no thigh gap
No hip bones, no
Collar bones, no
Rob bones.
Nothing I was
Worth nothing, no
Likes a fat person
No one would
Love me if I was fat.
I starved for perfection
After all Ana knew best
But now she gone the
Starving myself stopped
And not eating became eating everything in sight but this time I couldn't stop. Mia came in to play. Mia who took me away from Ana but why?..
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Teen FictionEating, a thing we do to survive, but it slowly became a problem for Hannah maray brown based on a true story
