Hannah's P.O.V
What I don't understand though is why I tell Isabella. Someone said that a movie involving a girl with anorexia reminded them of me, and I was tired. But why did I tell her? I mean, the fact that I thought I used to be close to developing anorexia I can barely admit to myself. I know I don't have it. But I guess I was kind of close. I guess I might be getting that close again, but like I care, at least I will be skinny and perfect. But I told her that. I think that was the first time I admitted it. But everything has changed now and honestly, I'm so glad that I didn't tell her anything about that going on right now. I if I did, I don't think I would be able to be around her anymore. It's too embarrassing. I don't want her knowing. If anyone saw how much I used to eat, they would think I'm disgusting. I am but I don't want other people to think that. My body size, weight and food, consumes my life. Its pretty much all I think about. I don't know why? Or what's wrong with me. Why can't I just be normal teenager? Or be skinny?
If I was skinny I would be happier. All I want to do is lose 30 more pounds, hit size a zero.
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أدب المراهقينEating, a thing we do to survive, but it slowly became a problem for Hannah maray brown based on a true story
