Vent Book.. This Is Compeleted.

Would Do It For Me..

Hannah's P.O.V

"Everything's going to be okay" you whisper to your self as you stare in Mirror. I lost 20lbs... Am I perfect now?
You think to yourself,
Checking one last time in the mirror,
That girl from 9th grade is no longer
There anymore, she got lost just like the
Weight on you fragile bones.

You getting thinner, but your still so fat, so short, so unbelievably frail.
You slip on the jeans you once for a year ago.. But they seem to a smaller then they were before as the dropped to the ground .. It would be the 5th time shopping for new clothes this month but you don't want
Mum to get suspicious.. You put on some Leggings and a baggy long sleeved hoodie..
To cover you arms, to cover the cuts..

Each one standing for the times you ate..
You head down stairs to the kitchen before
School to act like you still eating.. When you
Not.. As you walk to the fridge you hear the
Door..
Oh shit I forgot that Bella's was picking me up today...
(Bella said)"hey Hannah banna you ready?.."
(I said)"Hi Bella yeah I'm just getting a drink.."
(Bella said)"have you eaten anything this morning.. Hannah?"..
(I said)"well no I was waiting to if you brought the bagels I like?"
I lied instantly through my teeth.
(Bella said)"oh yes I got so in my bag heres, one.."
As she handed me the bagel I looked her for a minute, I could tell that she I was not eating again so I took a bite, ignoring Ana's voice telling at me. I took a another and made it was bigger then the last, as I could see Bella smiling at me..
(I said)" erm Bella can I ask something..?
Can we ditch school today and talk about the erm... kiss..?
Bella stood there for a second look out to the oblivion, like the kiss never actually happened, or it did and she was hoping it would slip my mind by now..
(Bella said)"OK we can but on one condition if you tell the truth about, are you still eating..?"
(I said)"OK fine can I go first..?  I know you like me but why kiss me now??."
(Bella said)"I don't know I've wanting to since I told you but just didn't know when the right time was, but yesterday I got fed up of holding it back.."
(I said)"Oh OK..."
(Bella said)"erm so are still eating or have stopped again..?"
(I said)"erm OK the truth, erm OK you want the truth well the truth is that no I'm not still eating, I can't eat, I just can't ok.."
I could see from Bella's face
That this wasn't going to go down well but they here eye changed, and tears appeared, I could see that this was a mistake but it's too late now..

Isabella's P.O.V

I didn't what to, whether to tell someone so I could her the help she needs, or should I see if I could try a fix again or both. I don't now.. But as I try to think my mind could help but wonder how cute Hannah was standing there, maybe might lost a bit of weight but not a lot, so but that didn't make want her any more than I already do, I tried to focus on the bigger problem here but I couldn't help myself...
I pushed her against the kitchen counter, as our lips touched.
... (Joe said)"what are you guys doing, and why you home from so early?"
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