Hannah's P.O.V
I had to eat to make her smile again. Before Ana was taken away from me and Mia became my new friend. So I ate and ate until I was full. Bella looked at me a smiled
(Isabella said)"I'm proud of you"
All I could do was smile back, as my mind went numb with Annie in my ear telling me
'don't talk, just keep quiet, she doesn't need to know what you' ve been doing after every binge. Just give her a smile, keep your mouth shut. Otherwise you let out the the ugly truth behind all your beauty that you starting to become.
Tears fill my eyes as I ran upstairs after eating all that food, its back to the toilet again. I could hear Ana yelling in my ear telling me that I shouldn't of ate so much you be fat.
Mia was in the other ear whispering the soothing words which made easier to repeat this every timed I binged. It was eat,binge, purge and repeat, something that so became my new reality. A new secret to keep which had me spiralling into a depression with Mia at my throat, Ana whose nothing but a angry voice, Annie whose making me scared of everyone and every secret that I have to keep from them. Finally Deb whose loves making me eat more than I can, making it harder not ignore food every day. Making me feel like I'm spinning in to a darkness where I now know I'm far to gone to be saved. I thought eating would mean this was over I guess not it's just started.
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Ficção AdolescenteEating, a thing we do to survive, but it slowly became a problem for Hannah maray brown based on a true story
