(Annie and Deb)

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Hannah's P.O.V

I hate that feeling
That feeling when you are sad but
You have no idea why.
You feel so fucking empty, but nothing
In particular happened.
Then ask you what's wrong
But you can't
Explain
Or they don't even anything
I don't know
Which one is worse.
It just feels like I miss someone
I never met.
Like I need someone who doesn't need me.
The loneliness hovers over me
Control over me. I don't even care.
I isolate myself on purpose sadness becomes my best only friend.
I start hating myself and I want everybody to leave me alone.
At same time, I want someone to hug me and tell me
Things will be okay.
I simply hate that feeling.
That feeling when you even know what the fuck you're feeling...

But eating made it better sometimes but
Eating wasn't always the way to feel good. So starving myself was a thing that I didn't understand until Ana became my best enemy . And her sister Mia my best friend.

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