What a life. there should be the hardest night after the day you broke someone's heart. someone. this is someone that I want to be deceived and defeated. this someone is the best part of my undervalued book. Nobody opened these sheets but I'm sure everybody would be interested with this someone I drew with naked feelings. today is one of the worst days of my life. I am lost, I lost of her some parts. she is going to say everything is ok but always will be there something wrong, some fear. her hands, her eyes got pain because of me. maybe in the court of conscience, she will never forgive me. Even I am a child somebody forgot in the center of hell. I am crying, struggling, scuffling with my own. she is in wonder. I am bad. I am even something dispersed. her hand will burn while taking my fear out of my inside. there is someone today not hug me. I can't go to someone. she is heaven and speechless with everything. I am in purgatory and deaf. someone, I am still here
