My experiences with schools

Year 7 part 1

Yes this is going by years up to y9. Sorry but there's a lot of shit ;-;

Right so in year 7 I got involved in this h e l l a  toxic friendship group, arguments every day and I couldn't cope so I left it. This will become relevant in later years because the girls from this friendship group affect me now lmao. I'll go into more detail in another chapter but basically, they all hate me because I said I disliked something due to it being too expensive, they all slag me off, lied about a police investigation may be able to get them done for harassment lol

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So my mum was s e v e r e l y ill and in hospital nearly dead. I wish this was an over exaggeration but she had an appendix problem and the appendix exploded as she was in the operation. She was also diagnosed with Crohn's disease. My head of year then took it upon herself to call social services saying my mum was neglecting me among some other stuff.

I was constantly getting death threats which my parents didn't know about and still don't and I had told the school but they didn't care so I had a full blown panic attack and grabbed a knife omw to school. I INSTANTLY regretted it once I'd calmed down from the panic. A girl from my class saw as I was getting something out of my bag and said she wanted it and I said 'no I'm turning myself in at break, I regret having it' and so she told the whole form about it.

so I got reported, I said someone put it in my bag before school and I didn't realise till I was at school but obviously my horrible liar reputation from primary school had followed me. My head of year said 'you have a huge liar reputation from primary school, tell me the truth' so I'm like shit. Another teacher walks in, someone I trust and I told them everything, they said they'd send me home for the rest of the day, get me counselling and they'd help me.

The head of year then called the police off her own VM back (because it wasn't a direct threat to a person the school didn't have to report me, it was a mental health matter so I would've just had to of been seen by a mental health professional) the person I spoke to had agreed with the school head and head of year form tutor that the police wouldn't be contacted.

I then got suspended for about a week (almost longer but homie deputy head had my back) and when I went back to school, I was horrified to find out the head of year had not only done this to me but had also told many students about it too. My best friend at the time and now even admitted he was lowkey scared of me because he didn't know what happened which broke my heart.

I started therapy which was supposed to be completely confidential but turns out she was giving weekly reports to my school lmao.

The deputy head took me aside and said she thinks I'm a brilliant student and I didn't deserve the police called and if I do anything like that again she will deal with it privately. All the students hated her but tbh she was the best fucking person at that school, I'll never forget how much she looked out for me.