THE UNTHOUGHT DESTINY

Our Moment !!!!

                                                                             (MATURE)     

RM's p.o.v

After i got suga's text , i went back to the jacuzzi area , only to find a sleeping riya on a camp chair near the jacuzzi, it was clear , she was over working herself and how tired she was to be able to sleep on such an uncomfortable chair, so i slowly picked her up , in a bridal way and took her to her room , which was empty , so i gently laid her down on the bed , and wanted to change her into something warm seeing how cold and slightly wet her bathrobe was , but i couldn't bring my self to untie it , call it the atmosphere , or the empty hotel room, i just was not able to trust my self , so instead , i turned on the room heater , so that she isn't cold, then after tucking her in well, i went towards jimin's room to see what he was upto, and was surprised to see his room locked , judging from the situation of missing suah and locked jimin's room , i understood what they were upto , smiling to myself , i turned towards my room , took a book out of my bag and went to riya's room again, i sat on the sofa chair in her room and began reading , but couldn't focus, so i looked at her , peacefully sleeping and thought , how curious i was always about her , how unpredictable she was and how everything with her seemed like an adventure, i really liked our conversations that were rarely about work, they ranged from solving puzzles together to thinking about extra complex stuff like the parallel  world's existence and a life form existing outside the earth, also our language classes , i loved our language classes together which i had been taking from her for about 3 months now, she is an exceptional teacher, full of knowledge and always greedy for more , then my favorite time with her was during our pranks, which to my surprise she began .

On the very 1st day of the new concept shoot , i was given an americano , which was actually a mixture of soya sauce and fish sauce in a starbucks cup, i was surprised to know that riya cameup with that idea, then as a revenge , while she was reading i dropped a fake lizard on her book, the way she jumped made me laugh out of my wits!, then we together played a lot of pranks on other members like the one on jin , making egg yolks fall on his head as soon as he opened the door of his room and many more, but there was one thing , i noticed , my touch had a calming effect on her , in what ever situation she was , like when we were ranked no. 1 channel on youtube with a trillion subscribers , she was soo happy that tears would have fallen out , before they could, i went and gave her a warm hug , her body stiffened but then she accepted it as if craving for more.

i was still lost in my thoughts about her , when i saw her wakeup abruptly from her slumber , she looked terrified when i ran towards her , jumped on her bed and gave her a nice warm hug, after a few minutes, we broke the hug, and she looked straight into my eyes , and said " thankyou", i nodded and went towards the side table to make her some instant coffee, i noticed she was shivering by looking at her hands then she turned towards me and said " don't be worried, i am usually like this ,on this day every year, its like my body signals my mind to feel sick,  its the day i lost my grandma so..." she suddenly became silent as if remembering all the worst memories of her life , i left the coffee there, went to her and took her shivering hands into mine warm ones , taking her by surprise and then asked " wish to share it?" 

at this she gave a small smile , with tears forming around her eyes and said " it was a devastating divorce between my uncle and aunt, both cheated on eachother , leaving the whole family disturbed, my grandma dead,and me far away from love" then she released her hands from mine, wiped her tears and said" thats why , i never dated, never believed in love , though i want a healthy family and wish to be a good mother , so i have left the choice of my future life partner on my parents, i trust their decision" then she gave me a heartly smile and looked sideways as if avoiding eye contact, i don't know why i had to be a dick there , i said" what if your parent's choice is also wrong? what if even after an arrange match you guys end up being divorced? ever thought that? what if the guy you truly like is in front of you waiting for you to look at him, while you are busy over brooding your past, i get it , it may have been hard for you , but it wasn't your fault, you cannot punish your future over this, you have to try, make mistakes , compare and then go for the right choice!" , she looked at me , all red , unable to meet my eyes , then she asked " how would i know if i like a guy and he too likes me back?" then she looked into my eyes, without saying anything, i took her hand and placed it on my heart, it was beating as if it would tear my chest and come out , then i said " its not the 1st time its beating this way for you, its been like this for quite long now, without even me realizing it", then to my shock she took my hand to her heart, it was beating the same way as mine, we sat there for some seconds with eachother's left hands on our hearts and the right hands holding the left ones , it was our moment , just ours with no external disturbance , we were lost in eachother .