Nightmares?

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View from Clary

"Simon, how can someone as clever and perceptive as you not see that the person sitting there is in love with you?" I asked a boy who was sitting opposite me. He had brown hair and glasses on while holding a cup of coffee in his hand. His name had to be Simon, as I had just called him that, but how do you know him? "I guarantee you that I'm not the only intelligent, perceptive person who makes the same mistake," the boy said to me and smiled at me. How did I know him, why did I dream about him? I was sure this couldn't be real right now, because I remember Jace carrying me to bed in his apartment and telling me to rest and process the new news. So I dreamed with a great certainty about this young man named Simon. It was definitely a dream, because from one moment to the next I was standing outside in the dark outside a club that looked familiar to me. Facing me again was the young man called Simon and Maureen, a girl from my school days. They both looked at me as if I had lost my mind and without steering it myself, I turned away from them and ran towards the entrance of the club. "Where are you going?" Simon called after me and I answered "Get some answers" and disappeared into the club called Pandemonium. Just as it had happened before, the environment I was in changed from one second to the next. I was facing a black-haired woman in a cemetery, Jace and a black-haired man were standing behind me. "'Does nothing mean anything? Over my dead body," I shouted to the woman and struck her in the face once with the flat of my hand. When I turned away from her, I saw that someone else had been behind me. Simon. This dream had to be made up of many memories, because I was not shocked to see Simon's lifeless body lying there on the floor. The next second I knelt down next to Simon's body on the floor and said "No matter what happens.... no matter what... you'll... you'll always be that man for me". What did I mean by those words? I couldn't think about it for a long time, because suddenly I was standing on a bridge in the park next to Simon and Jace across the street. Simon. I thought he was dead, but a moment ago I was sitting next to him on the ground. "Simon, this is not middle school. This is life or death," Jace said to Simon, and "This is a sensitive political mission. It needs a certain charm". But why was Simon still alive, I had the feeling that these memories were after the one in the cemetery. There were so many questions in my head that it seemed to wake me up. Because suddenly I felt an arm lying over my stomach and when I opened my eyes, I saw Jace beside me and how he was illuminated by the morning sun. Simon, oh my God, how could I forget him. He was my best friend ever since I could remember Why haven't Jace, Alec, Izzy, Maryse and Luke told me about him? Luke knew him, he was like a son to Luke and from my dreams I could see that Jace knew him too. I looked over at my sleeping friend and crawled out from under his arm without waking him. I immediately crept into the living room and looked for my cell phone. After a quick search I found it in my backpack and searched my contacts. Simon, there he was, and without hesitation, I dialled his number. Right after the first ringing, I heard his surprised voice say "Clary? "Yes, Simon, it's me. Why haven't you contacted me?", I asked him with tears in my eyes and sat down on the couch. "Clary, I wanted to, but it would have been too dangerous. Jace has already put you in enough danger, even though I know he only did it because he loves you so much," said Simon on the other end of the line. "What do you mean by that? Why didn't Jace tell me about you? I dreamt that you died and then lived again. It was as real as memories. What's going on here, Simon?" I asked him almost hysterically and tears ran down my cheek. "Calm down Clary please. Everything Jace did, he did out of love. He wanted to protect you and save you from too much information coming at you all at once. Where is Jace now?" asked Simon and I said softly "He's still sleeping in his bed. But Simon why do I dream that you are dead and then alive again? Was that perhaps a warning? Please take care of yourself," I said, sniffing and waiting for my best friend's answer. "Clary, this is all very complicated. Me, Izzy, Alec, Magnus, Maryse and Luke we're going to come and see you in a minute and then we can talk about everything, okay?" Simon asked me and when I heard all the names, I said, "Wait a minute, you know them all? "Yes, Clary about you I've met them all. Izzy and I are together too, but we'll talk about that later when we get to you and Jace," said Simon and said goodbye to me. Just after I hung up, Jace came out of the bedroom with a worried look on his face and when his gaze landed on me, the worried look turned into a relieved one.

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