Raziel's Will - A Shadowhunter FF (Completed)

How did I get here?

View from Clary

After I collided with the glittery man, I stormed on. I didn't know where my legs would take me and how to get to this place, but I noticed how I suddenly came to a halt in front of a big run-down church. I looked around in irritation and thought how I knew this place, that my legs knew where to carry me. I noticed how suddenly tears started running down my cheeks, why did Jace have to be like that, why did the man from just now look so familiar to me and how did I know this place? It was all just too much for me and I noticed how dizzy I was getting. So I sat down on the steps in front of the church and tried to calm my nerves a little. "Take it easy Clary, it's not worth it, calm down", I said to myself and a few minutes later I set off for my apartment. On the way there I felt somehow watched, but always when I looked around I didn't see a soul. I sighed as I opened my apartment door and was greeted by the loud music of my roommate. All I wanted at the moment was to lie down in my bed and sleep, but I could forget that with the music. As I headed for my room, I could see a few party clothes stretched out in front of Nele's door and that, together with the loud music, could only mean that she was getting ready for a party at this time of night. Sighing, I opened my room door and went to take a warm shower, because within the next half hour Nele would disappear for sure and then I could follow my wish and sleep for a while. Just as I got out of the shower, the music next door went out and as I combed my long red hair, I heard a lot like our apartment door into the lock. Finally, there was silence and I immediately went to bed. It did not take long until I fell into a deep sleep, but it seemed that the events of that day haunted me until my sleep. I dreamt of Jace and how he stood opposite me on the street and looked deep into my eyes. It seemed so real to me as if I had really experienced this moment with him once. He said to me "I have never felt for anybody as I feel for you, Clary. When I met you, I thought I knew everything, but you showed me that there is more than being a shadowhunter who only kills demons. You're very special, everything about you is special. The way you frown when you think. Or tying double knots in your shoelaces before exercise. Or that you always carry a piece of charcoal around with you and how you always see the good in people. And in me". But it had to be a dream, because what are the Shadowhunters supposed to be and of course there were no demons either. All of a sudden my dream went away from Jace and to the man I had almost run into earlier. I saw him clearly in front of me. His hands sparkled blue and he spoke in a language I didn't know. The next moment I heard someone say the name Magnus, but before I could see who was speaking I woke up again. I felt a sharp pain in my arm that woke me up and I looked around in my room. Because I had the feeling that I had been bitten by something, but not by any kind of animal, no, it felt like something much bigger, but I saw nothing in my room. I looked at my arm in amazement, which had a bloody and slightly black spot. I didn't know where it came from and as I was already feeling a little dizzy, I grabbed my cell phone and called the only person I could think of. When I heard that the person on the other end had picked up the phone, I quickly said "Please come to me quickly, I need you, I'm not feeling well" and my eyes turned black.