Charlie's

Chapter 33

BPOV

Can you believe this shit, he actually fucking went after everything we talked about this morning..he still fucking went. I know this is his job, and I can't change that..but I had a bad feeling about today and he didn't fucking listen to me...someone was setting him up I could feel in my bones. I knew what he was doing earlier, trying to piss me off so I'd want him out the way..I saw right through that shit. Let the fucker think he wears the trousers in this relationship for now...he looked pretty proud of himself when he walked out the door..I'll kick his fucking ass when he gets back though for leaving me like that...always walking away with out a word.

Can I just say, hot angry sex is the fucking bomb ladies and gentlemen, that shit sent be seeing fucking stars. When Edward and I had sex last night, I suppose it was more like making love..I didn't think anything could beat that feeling...Oh how wrong was I, cos what we did this morning was out of this word. I'd have done it for years if I knew it could be like that. That brings me to the little convocation Edward had about me never being able to leave him, I was scared at first, he was very intense in the way he was speaking. But after thinking about it a few seconds, I figured it was OK cos that meant he wouldn't leave me either...and to be honest with ya..I don't think I'd ever what to leave him, I've found my place here with him...like I finally fit somewhere after all this time, I can't say at this moment I'd ever wanna leave that.

I knew from over hearing Edward's phone call earlier that Alice was gonna come by at some point today...before anyone says anything I wasn't sneaking, I was going to ask if he went wanted breakfast..but he sounded pissed off so I stayed...he may have needed calming down..I was doing my duty as a concerned girlfriend. That's how I found out Jasper didn't trust me, I wasn't sure what was said, but I know my man backed me up and for that I was fucking grateful, I was glad he trusted me. I didn't feel to hot about being around Jasper at the moment though, I didn't like that he didn't trust me, I'd done nothing but help since I met Edward and he was questioning everything...trouble with these boys they question the wrong fucking people...whatever, let him think what he wants.

With Alice coming by, I decided to pop to the store and pic up a few bits and make dinner for the both of us, we didn't really need anything and there was still the food I made the other day in the freezer but I had to do something to pass the time until he came back and this would waste an hour or so. I was still in Edwards dressing gown I found on the back of the bathroom door..I don't think he's ever worn it so I put it on earlier, I didn't bother getting dressed when he left a few hours ago, I decided to sit there a stew, I didn't really get me anywhere.

I ran over to my duffel bag in his bedroom and pulled out, royal blue bra and panties set, Dark wash skinny jeans that Alice says makes my ass look great and red knitted sweater...that would do I wasn't going anywhere special. I dressed quickly and applied some light make-up, Just mascara and lip-gloss...after I put my hair in a french braid to keep it off my face I was ready to go.

/CHARLIE'S\

Walking into the store I wasn't entirely sure what I wanted to cook so I decided to walk the isles and see if anything jumped out at me and screamed 'cook me'...nothing did. I decided to make chicken and mushroom fried rice, It would only take half hour to cook, quick and easy. I walked the isles grabbing, chicken breasts, mushrooms, onions, eggs, rice and spring onions, there was still some soy sauce at Edwards. I decided to make some more brownies so I picked up the stuff for them. The last isle I went down was wines and beers so I grabbed a few bottles of white and a case of Sam Adams in case Edward brought the boys back, I'd make enough food just in case..you never know.

By the time I got back to Edwards it was half 2 so I decided to cook now and just heat it up later. Maybe I could do some washing and tidy round before Alice turned up I thought to myself. I corked the wine and poured myself a glass, it's a bit early for me to start drinking but fuck it, it's not like I needed to keep a clear head, this was one of the easiest meals to make. I put on a pan of water to boil and started slicing the mushrooms and onions..when the fucking buzzer thing went off...I just just getting into the zone as well.