Charlie's

Chapter 45

EPOV

This last week and a half has been the longest of my fucking life. It's been a complete nightmare..not work wise, but being without Bella. I don't know how the fuck I did shit before she came along, but it was like I couldn't fucking function properly without her here, I was sick of it...I wanted her home.

For the most part I've left Jacob and James alone..I didn't wanna go to the club often for fear I'd take out my anger at Bella not being here on them..I'd probably shoot the fuckers in the eyes and be done with it..Then I'd have to deal with Bella's wraf when she got back..No thanks.

Thinking about it though..the week and a bit we've been apart, I've got to know her better..I didn't like the fact that I loved her...but not really knowing her. This week has got some of the questions answered I wanted to know. Bella explained although she wanted to come home with me..she felt like we needed this time, she also didn't wanna base are relationship completely on fucking..I didn't see shit wrong with that to be honest. When I told her that I got a slap around the head.

I knew where she was coming from..since I've had her in my bed..It'd be hard keeping my hands to myself, we wouldn't get shit done and find out what we needed. surprisingly we had a lot in common, I was happy to find a lot of the shit I liked she did too..at least we had shit to talk about when we were bored.

When I went to down to Forks to visit her for our date..she looked fucking beautiful..I wanted to bend her over the couch, then remembered that I promised to be good and wondered why the fuck I would say stupid shit like that..but I had a lot to make up for so I kept myself under control for the most part.

We didn't do nothing special..just went to something to eat and the watched a film back her dad's..gotta say 'the hangover' is the funniest shit I've ever seen, I laughed so fucking hard. Can't remember just chilling before with nothing to do..we were just us..I fucking loved it and made a mental note to do that shit more often..it made her happy.

Now I was worried though, I was meant to go down a few days ago but she got ill...and I freaked the fuck out cos she was on her own...well not on her own, my boys were there..living the fucking dream I might add, My girl has been cooking shit for them..that fucking pissed me right off. I missed my girls cooking as much as I missed her..and them fuckers were living it up. I soon put a stop to that shit..purely fucking jealous on my part that I weren't getting any, I made a new rule..They weren't allowed to talk or even look at her, if I found out they did...I'd break an arm..she was mine.

Just a few hours ago I had a laptop dropped off with a Cam, If I couldn't see her in person…then I could see her on there..I sure as shit wasn't going without seeing her any longer..it was starting to fucking get to me. I was snapping at every fucker that came near me...they didn't bother now unless it was important. Jasper stayed the hell out my way unless he had to talk to be about the shipments coming in..and I didn't go out my way to talk to that fucker either.

On the brighter side, I've had my boys keeping an eye on Aro..fucker is lying low right now he knows I have James and Black..not much he can fucking do about it. He don't give a shit about them anyway, as far as he's concerned they're just pawns in a bigger game. I'm trying to draw the fucker out..we're intercepting every fucking shipment he has coming in.

Don't matter if they try to come through the docks or the lorries he uses..they're mine, nice little fucking earner.

We did have a shock though, one of the fucking vans we jacked..we thought was guns..turned out to be 30 girls jammed in the back like fucking sardines. I felt sick when I opened the back of the van...I was a ruthless bastard, but that shit weren't on.

These fucking girls were terrified and the smell coming from them was heinous. After taking care of the driver..my girls favorite move, one in the fucking head, I closed the door, got all my boys packed and parked down the street then called the pigs. I wouldn't normally do that shit… I ain't a fucking snitch..but I weren't into that and most of them probably had family looking for them..so I made a little call from a the payphone. If that didn't bring Aro out soon..I wasn't sure what would.