Charlie's

Chapter 41

EPOV

Sitting in Bella's office with the letter still in my shaky hand and all I could think was...what the fuck!

I wanted to laugh at the absolute fucking ridiculousness of what sat in my hand, was he for real? Then I thought..whoa my parents are still alive. Then I got pissed that he didn't tell me sooner, I'd gone just over a fucking week thinking he and my Ma were dead. If we didn't bury them..then who the fuck did we bury?

And how the fuck did they pull this shit off so fast? And who else knew they were still alive. Someone has to know because they pulled off the DNA results. My brain was fucking scrambled there too much shit was going on at once.

Bella...my princess was related to that fucking scumbag...did she know? Was she fucking playing me all along, trying to gain my trust and then fuck me other like Jasper thought?

Was she involved in trying to kill of my parents...did I know anything about her at all?

My heart and gut was telling me she had no idea...but my head wasn't listening to what the rest of my body was saying.

How did I not know this shit about her, I told our tech guy to do checks..why the hell did he not find anything. I had so many questions, all of them running a mile a minute and the more I thought about them..the more I got pissed. I was literally stewing where I sat...I wanted the fucking answers.

I stood up on shaky legs holding onto the table until I could regain my balance. Taking a deep breath I exited her office and followed the sound of her voice. She sounded excited about something...well ain't that just fucking great.

Looking at the smile on her face, she didn't look guilty of what I'd been thinking..but I knew she was a great actor. Hell I'd seen her play the part a few times...could she be doing it now? Fuck was Alice involved too? That would fucking kill Jasper.

When she noticed me she ended her call. I know she was talking to me but I wasn't listening to a word she said. The red haze was taking over, all I could hear was the blood rushing past my ears.

I was trying to fit the Bella I knew into the one that was playing in my mind...would she really do that to me? Was it a part of the plan to make me fall for her, was that how they were gonna destroy me? Was this why Aro didn't see me as a threat. I mean, did he think if I was a heart broken mess I'd be an easy target.

I wasn't me at the moment and I knew I shouldn't be alone with her until I'd calmed down enough to talk to her...but it was too late for that now. I should have left and came back to get her later cos I had no control over what was gonna happen now..I could feel it.

When she asked me asked me if she did anything wrong...in my head that was saying..'Oh shit does he know?'. I had to keep my cool though and get her out of here so I could ask her what I wanted to know. I knew people were turning up soon so we'd be interrupted and I could have that. I held her in my arms and started to shake, my mind was going into a complete haze. I wanted to hurt her for what she was doing to me..but that could wait...answers first.

By the time we were in leaving the elevator and walking into my living room, I didn't have a fucking clue who I was. I knew it wasn't me, the haze had completely taken over.

It was like I was watching through someone elses eyes as I questioned her..she wasn't giving anything away easy, she was defensive, argumentative, did she have a feeling I knew all about her lies and using me?

Before I knew what I was doing I had her by the throat squeezing the life out of her, I wanted to hurt her...I wanted her to pay for what she was doing to me. Only It wasn't fucking me...I don't know who this guy was.