Broken Beyond Repair

Prologue

What's good in life?
Living? Breathing? Doing what we want? Partying? Studying? Getting what we asked for? Experimenting?

What's really the essence of life?

Too many questions and none of these are the exact answers. Clearly, I couldn't tell.

People tend to enjoy different things each day and that's it. That's just how life goes on its own course.

One moment, we could say we're happy. After that, we'd just find out that we're not really that happy. We just enjoyed the only choice that we had on that certain day.

That's when we realize that we're human beings, after all. We were never contented.

Life struggles? Come on, that's how we normalize our day to day existence. Hence, we're not bothered anymore. Let's just say it's already a part of our enjoyment of having no other choices in life.

So many realizations flooded in me. I, myself, is a living testimony. I was a product of this generation where people began to normalized and romanticized depression and anxiety.

While me? I am no hero.

I need a real hero to save me from battling with myself. I cannot fight alone because until now, I cannot fathom why was it needed to romanticize depression to justify bravery?

What's good in life?
That's what I need to find out throughout my journey.

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Side Note:

This is prologue. I hope this serves you some idea of what's going on.