No Fear

Chapter Seventeen

Tom Pov:

Ah my own office, and what did it cost me? Oh right, my pride and asshole. I slam my head on my desk and groan, why did it have to be like this? Why did I have to exchange my whole love and sex life for a higher rank and information?

It seems every night now that Tord drags me into his room to cuddle and/or fuck me, and it's impossible to get him off me when he's on me, so it's not like I can sneak out once he passes out since he has a firm grip on my body when he sleeps. I'm considering buying a mattress to put into my new office so I can sleep in here- then again, he'd probably just come in here while I'm sleeping and join me... There's no escape.

I did say I'd do whatever it takes, but this is really ridiculous... Even though I hate to admit it, I'll probably feel bad once I see him tortured by the Rebellion after he's caught.

But I'll probably be a hero to the world after I turn him in since I would've stopped the world from turning into a communism shit hole, I wonder what famous nickname I'll get- Captain Thompson- No that's stupid.. hmm, how about Super Tom- Ew!- Man I suck at names, I should never have kids... Really at this rate I'll probably not have any anyway, two men can't have children unless they adopt- and I doubt adopting is on Tord's to do list...

Now that I think about it, if I don't stop procrastinating on gathering information and hacking into the nearest internet connection, then I'll probably never escape here and defeat "The Almighty Red Leader" as everyone here calls him.

"Oh God..." I mutter as I come to realize the hard truth. "I've only been thinking about Tord the past week.." I start to bang my head on the desk repeatedly and chant, "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" to myself with every head bang. I then grip my hair and continue to talk out load to myself, "How am I going to get anywhere if I'm thinking like this?! I'm such a dumbass!" I have a mission and I swore that I'd accomplish it, and here I am thinking about the enemy nonstop!

I hear a knock at the door and I ask in anger, "WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!"

"Jesus Tom, it's just me," I hear Paul says which makes me come to my senses, calm down Thomas, it's just Paul.

"Uhh.. Sorry Paul, um.. Come in," I say and fix my hair by pushing it back, I take a deep breath before looking up at Paul as he closes the door behind him. "What's up?"

"Um.. Well I just wanted to let you know that Red Leader has accepted a Peace Meeting today with the Rebellion at 2:30, and since you're Second in Command like me now I figured you understand you have to go with us," Paul says and when I comprehend what he just said, I look down with a sad face. "Of course, we both know that Red Leader will want you to act like you're on our side, so you can't hug or even speak normally to your Old Friends while we're there," I sigh, I knew it. "Sad I know, but that's how the Peace Meetings work and it's mandatory to never agree with anything on the enemy's point of view, it will upset Red Leader and he'd probably punish you-"

"I GOT IT!- I mean.." I clear my throat and take a deep breath. "I got it Paul, I understand."

"I'm just saving you from the worst case scenario, I once agreed with your side on one little thing and Red Leader threatened to revoke my title, he's very serious when it comes to people's opinions.. I'd watch out,"

"You're only making me more upset Paul," I look up at him with some tears in my eyes, I try to ignore them to make them as unnoticeable as possible, but I can tell he knows they're there. "I understand, I've known Red Leader long enough to understand his little quirks," Paul goes to say something else, but I cut his off by saying, "You're dismissed." Paul closes his mouth and nods before leaving the room, I hate how straightforward he is sometimes...