Just roommates (Naofumi X Motoyasu)

Chapter 12- Trying to clear things up

-TIME SKIP-
Me and Raphtalia began to walk to the location. I had no clue where it was. All I knew is that it was going to be a long walk back. "You excited to see your prince!" Raphtalia joked pacing next to me. Was he really a prince, or a villan? I had no clue. I just hoped we could clear things up. I didn't want him to hate me anymore. "I just hope he's not angry," I sighed glancing at Raphtalia. My gut turned quickly as we walked. "I'm sure he's not! He'll probably pull you into a nice warm hug once you see him!" Raphtalia laughed.

Would he? Or would he slap me over the cheek calling me a dumb fuck? Each option was half. He either hated me or loved me. I sighed, what was he going to do? I wanted to hug him when I got there, I don't know about him. My parents don't care about me, Why should I care either? If he dumps me, then oh well. I'll never trust anyone after that. Simple.

"Raphtalia, are you sure this is the right way?" I asked. We were headed for another town just outside of this one. "I'm sure!" She laughed. "Only a few more minutes," She added with a sigh. She seemed happy and scared at the same time. "We've been walking for just over a hour!" I complained. My feet and legs hurt like hell! It was aching more than ever. "Relax!" Raphtalia ordered hitting me over the head lightly. "Ok.." I sighed.

We walked for a few more minutes before approching a house. "So, this is his house?" I asked. It was huge! "No, his friends!" She laughed walking up to the door. She knocked and stepped back. She gently placd her hands behind her back and waited. A guy around my age opened the door. "Do I know you?" The man in the door questioned."Oh! We're Motoyasu's friends! He told me he was coming here!" Raphtalia smiled. "He told me he came here because he got rejected? Why would he tell someone he's coming here?" The guy questioned narrowing his eyebrows.

"H-huh? W-well-uh.." Raphtalia stammered not knowing what to say. "I wanted to talk to him, she is just here to bring me here. Now, May I talk to Motoyasu?" I asked taking a step forward. "I don't know. Are you going to upset him more?" The man asked. "What? No!" I yelled. I didn't even mean to make him upset in the first place. "Two minutes, go." The guy huffed opening the door more  and stepping aside. "Thank you!" I beamed walking in. "Whatever," The guy sighed. "Are you coming to?" I heard the man ask Raphtalia. "Y-yeah!"

I looked around, I didn't see Motoyasu. "So, where is he?" I asked facing the man. "He's upstairs. Once you get up there turn right and its the second room down." The guy sighed. Raphtalia walked up behind me and grabbed my hand. "Alright! Let's go!" She beamed dragging me to the stairs. We arrived at the top. My heart started to pound. What if he hated me? How would he react? I just wanted to know ahead of time. We walked up to the room the stranger told us Motoyasu was in. "You ready?" Raphtalia whispered to me letting go of my hand. Sweat rolled down my face, he so hated me. "Y-yeah.." I lied with a smile. "Ok!" Raphtalia smiled still whispering. She knocked on the door. "Motoyasu?" She asked. My heart pounded and sweat rolled uncomfortably down my face.

"Raphtalia I'm guessing?" I could hear Motoyasu sigh from the other end. He didn't sound too bad, which was good. "Yep! And a friend!" Raphtalia said sounding enthusiastic. "A..Friend? Who?" Motoyasu asked annoyed. "Who do you want it to be?" Raphtalia laughed rolling her eyes. "I don't know? Uh... Anyone But Naofumi?" motoyasu stammered. That was it, I couldn't do it. "I'm leaving," I whispered to Raphtalia. She held onto my hand once again. "Why don't you want it to be him?" Raphtalia asked. "Just come in and I'll tell you," Motoyasu sighed. "O-ok!" Raphtalia stammered sweating. "I'm going to die!" Raphtalia yelped under her breath. Sweat rolled down her face. "You!? I'm going to die!" I whispered angrily. Raphtalia opened the door and walked in. "Come on pussy!" Raphtalia yelled angrily pulling me in. He hated me, I didn't want to face him. "Oh great." motoyasu sighed. He laying on a bed in the top corner of the room.

He was wearing a cute light red oversized sweater. He also had jeans on that were ripped at the knees. "H-hi.." I awkwardly greeted. "Go away heart breaker," Motoyasu said looking me in the eye. "I-I wanted to-" "shut up and leave!" Motoyasu yelled sitting up. Why did this hurt? "Please, Just listen to him," Raphtalia sighed taking a step forward. "If he tells you what he told me, than you'll be fine!" Raphtalia smiled looking over at me. Why the fuck did she have to say that? If I don't convince him I'm dead. "Y-yeah..ok.." I sighed beginning to slowly move towards Motoyasu. "I'll be right outside," Raphtalia calmly said nodding her head. She began to head for the door, sweat rolled down my pale face.

"Look, I'm sorry." I started not knowing what to say. He was laying down his head placed on a pillow. He was starting at the ceiling emotionlessly. "I love you Motoyasu, I just.. had a few things in the way." I confessed sitting down on the bed. "What are those things?" Motoyasu asked looking at me. "Well.. F-for one I didn't know how my parents would react. But they don't care about me so why should I care how they respect me?" I sighed looking into Motoyasu's eyes. "Is that all?" He asked looking the other way. "N-no.." I stammered not wanting to tell him. He would just think I didn't trust him and hated him. He would hate me even more.

"So, what do you care about so much?" Motoyasu shrugged. I could see tears in the corner of his eyes, I felt more guilty than I have ever in my life. "Well I didn't want you to be like my EX." I said looking to the other side of the room. I gripped my left arm. "I don't want you to use me. O-or cheat on me. I don't want to fall in love then get rejected!" I cried tears falling down my face. Every word hurt more than the last. Love was just anger and depression, why was it so difficult?

"Why, is that all? Why would I cheat on you if I ran away?! I ran away so you could be happy!" Motoyasu yelled with annoyance and anger in his voice. "Look.. I'm sorry," I apologized. I wiped the tears from my face and sighed. Love was too difficult. I hated it. "Ok it's been two minutes, get out!" The guy from before yelled opening the door. "W-wait!" I yelled as he gritted his teeth. "Out!" He ordered his eyebrow's narrowing. "S-see you soon Motoyasu.." I sighed standing up. I took a few steps forward before something stopped me.