Why you? (hotwangs ship)

Conflict

Hawks P.O.V

So about a year of me dating touya has passed now. It's great, we have a great relationship and we love each other but, he's still a villain. I try to convince him to stop being a villain and reunite with his family but it never works. I tell him that I'll figure out a way to clear all his charges but he just walks away from the conversation because he won't even talk to me about it. It's annoying and frustrating because how would you like to fight the love of your life for a job. The leagues been planning a giant attack on the hero's and the hero's are planning a giant attack on the villains.

Endeavor told me that this is now the chance to show the league that I was a spy this whole time, but that means telling Dabi too. I can't do that to him but I have to, this is my job. I may hate it but this is my job and I'll have to deal with it. This giant fight is going on tomorrow and although I need sleep for tomorrow I can't fall asleep. Normally when I can't sleep touya will help me but he's spending the night with the league  so I'm on my own. I decide fuck it and I watch Keeping Up With The Kardashians until I drift off to sleep.

~~le time skip to right before the attack brought to you by Aoyamas cheese and the need to drive the plot ~~

I was nervous here's the moment where I'm going to show the entire league that I've been a spy and they'll all go after me to kill me. Hurray my last day alive. Miruko was practically bouncing with excitement for this and yet she couldn't understand why I'm nervous. The worst part about this will be having to tell touya, god I doubt he'll ever want to see me again. But that's just the sad cost of being a hero in love with a villain.

The fight began and touya went up to me

"Alright birdie time to take down these hero's"he smirked at me, god this is gonna be hard.

"Sorry Dabi but I never worked for you villains" his face immediately dropped and turned into anger

"You were just a spy this whole time! We're over." He stormed away from me and joined the fight. Well time to fight these villains for no reason, I decide to be extra reckless this time I've really got nothing to lose so if I die then I die.

Dabi's P.O.V

The fight rages on and I'm furious how dare hawks betray us like that. But in his defense he has told me that he's never really had a choice in what he has to do... that doesn't matter he should have told me. Was our entire relationship just fake, I believed that it was real, it sure as hell felt real, god it was real wasn't it...but too bad it's over now. If he dies then I couldn't care less. He betrayed me. He was the one person I could trust and he betrayed me. After a few long horrible hours of fighting us villains lost. Kurogiri used his gates to get everyones out before the heros could imprison us. Even though I was bleeding out and I needed to replace my staples, I wanted to make sure that someone beat the shit out of hawks for me.

Oh god he's in bad condition. No I shouldn't care just shut off your emotions Dabi.  But my god hawks looks close to death.

Everything slowed down.

The sirens from the ambulances were heard as they neared to take away these injured hero's even though half of them won't even survive the night. What if hawks is one of those people.

What if he never wakes up again and I never get to see his golden honey eyes.

What if the last words I ever say to him is 'we're over'

He's too young to die

He has so much left to do in life

Yeah he betrayed me for so long but, he never had a choice in what he had to do...

What if today was my last day with him and I spent it hating him

Please don't die hawks I need you

I'll do anything just live, I'll stop being a villain just please live.

Why am I ready to give so much up just for him?

Because I love him...no matter what I try to say I love him.

Hawks if you survive this then I'll stop being a villain and I will marry you.

Hawks P.O.V

I wake up in a hospital bed with the only sound being the beeping from a hospital monitor. I'm too exhausted to move. Even so I go to move my wings but then I realize how much damage has been done to them. I only have a few feathers left and even then those few feathers are very damaged.

Is this what I imagined my life would be like as a little kid. I always had a dream of getting free of the cage that the Public Hero Safety Commission put me in. I've always just wanted to spread my wings and fly free of everyone else, but as a hero I can't. I never wanted to be a hero but I don't get to decide that. If I be a hero then my parents get to live a good life. As long as I'm a hero then I can make people live with ease. It doesn't matter how happy I am in life, what matters is how happy I can be able to make others be.

That's the cost of being a hero

Always giving up your own life for others

Even if I can't even enjoy my life with the one person who I love and who loves me back. Well he used to, I doubt he'll ever love me again after today.

At least I'll get a break from hero work so that I can wallow in self pity. Living the rest of my life all alone and sad.

And then the door to my hospital room opened and he walked in.

Authors note: surprise surprise this is the second to last chapter. I've decided to end this book at 20 chapters to make sure that this book doesn't get too long.
If you have any ideas or ships you want me to write a new book about then comment it.
-sincerely me, the author

Word count: 1109