Some Kind Of Wonderful (a yoonmin fan fiction ) Mature content

Chapter Twenty-one

Yoongi immersed himself into his writing, rapping was his life now, his only escape from the shitty existence he was living right now.  A hip hop drum beat blasted out from his hand-me-down iphone that Jin had given him sometime ago.  Whenever he was upset he'd rap out some harsh lyrics and think he was Korea's answer to Eminem.  He was sweating, dressed only in his underwear and an old T-shirt of Jimins that barely fit, yeah, he really was a sucker for pain and couldn't even let the boy go fully.  He spat out words harshly, barely pausing for breath as the sweat coarsed down his fevered brow, or was it tears, he really didn't fucking know anymore. 

His room was a real mess tonight, more so than usual, he'd trashed it in a complete rage after leaving Jimin at school.  Ripped posters barely hung to the peeling, faded wallpaper, blankets and clothes haphazardly tossed in all directions, and if there was a carpet, it wasn't visible to the naked eye.  He heard his door click quietly, being opened and thought Namjoon had got out of his second job early, so he continued, eyes closed letting out all his pent up anger through rhyme.  Once he stopped to catch his breath and turn around, he was surprised to see Jimin standing in the doorway of his room.

He abruptly turned off the beat and dropped his phone into the abyss of mess, "What are you doing here Jimin?" he asked as monotone as he could manage, his emotions already wired through the rapping.  "Y-You're really, really good" stated Jimin timidly.  "I'm working on it" he replied stiffly, trying not to act too pleased to see him, if he'd come to apologise he was gonna have to work for it.  Jimin noticed Yoongi's attire and turned his head away blushing a little "Is that my t-shirt?" he asked.  Yoongi scoffed "dunno" then quickly changed the subject "to what do I owe the pleasure Min?" 

Jimin took this as an invitation to enter yoongi's lair and darted his eyes around for a place to sit.  Yoongi huffed and cleared some of his shit off the bed making room for them both.  "I appear to have a little problem" breathed Jimin as he plonked himself down on the rather uncomfortable bed, how the fuck did yoongi get a decent sleep on this thing he mused.  Yoongi sensed his friends distress and sat down to face him "I'm all ears" he said in a less harsh tone than he'd used up to this point.  

"Well, it looks like you were trying to tell me something earlier and I totally cut you down" Jimin began, his shoulders slumping at the memory.  "Yeah" agreed Yoongi quietly, Jimin looking up at him with apologetic eyes.  "It looks like I should have listened to you, I'm a joke, one big fat nerdy joke" sighed Jimin solemnly.  Yoongi could sense the pain radiating from his friend and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder, his own feelings put aside once more.  "Jaewon overheard Kim and his croneys talking at the Mall.  He's gonna get back with Jungkook after our pity date and I'm gonna get done over by mark and Jackson" Jimin stated lying back dedjectedly on Yoongis pillow.

"Good thing you found out about it now, before the date yeah?" asked Yoongi.  Jimin sat back up "It's not Jungkook's fault though" he defended, "I don't blame him, he's just too nice to tell me the truth, and as for Kim Taehyung, I've no idea what his fucked up adgenda is? but I know he doesn't deserve him".  Yoongi rolled his eyes, was this kid for real? "You're playing word games Min" he stated, "the fact is, he's strung you along and whether he meant to or not, he's set you up to lose your face, so don't go defending his ass like you owe him" he scortched really getting pissed.  "I'm gonna pay Kim, Mark and Jackson a visit, and by the time I've finished with those fuckers, the football scholarships will be nul and void".

Jimin placed his hand on his best friends and looked directly at him waiting for his breathing to calm.  "No Yoongz, you're not, I'm not afraid of Taehyung, or Mark, or Jackson" he said stoically "This is my battle to deal with".  Yoongi looked at him in disbeleif "You're actually gonna go through with it?".  "I have to", said Jimin smiling sadly at his best friend.   "If these guys want me, they'll get me, it doesn't have to be at that stupid party, they'll get another chance, and I'm not looking over my shoulder for the rest of the senior fucking year" Jimin stated matter of factly.  Yoongi walked to the window of the trailer and looked out past the curtains, his best friend could be so bloody minded.

"I'm not giving in to them anymore, not for another year, not for another minute" Jimin continued.  Yoongi turned to look at him and he could see it in the determined lines set in Jimin's brow that his friend was completely serious.  "I'll do whatever it takes for Jungkook to see me for what I am, and if it's still not good enough, then at least I tried".  Yoongi smiled, quite proud of his usually placid friend's sudden empassioned speech and climbed onto the bed beside him.

"All right, I get it" he breathed, pulling Jimin down next to him, both boys lost in thought staring up at the tin roof.  Jimin shifted onto his side staring directly at Yoongi, and he knew that they'd never stopped being friends, there never had been any reason to worry.  "I'm sorry I snapped at you and didn't listen" breathed Jimin, Yoongi sighed "me too".  Jimin touched his cheek softly with the back of his hand "you always hurt the ones you love" he whispered.  Yoongi's heart beating triple time by this point "So when are you going to beat up Jeon Jungkook?" he laughed, to make light of the situation.

After chuckling together, a comfortable silence washed over the two boys lying side by side.  Yoongi relished this closeness, he could feel the hairs on his arms vibrating with the close proximity of his best friends warmth beside him.  "So, you're not giving in.  You're taking Jungkook on the date?" asked Yoongi.  "I am" Jimin nodded.  "But what you gonna do about Taehyung and his goons?".  "You'll find out soon enough, but I'm gonna need your help , and your moral support".  "Of course, you always have me, you know that right? and if Jungkook can't see what a complete catch you are, he's just blind" Yoongi let linger causing Jimin's heart to accellerate now.  "Yeah" he sighed with uncertainty, if he was honest, he didn't rightly know how he felt right now, but perhaps his heart was trying to tell him something?