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23

Yoongi's POV:

I stood still as I watched Namjoon and Jin operate on her, they were explaining something to me but I didn't quite hear it. My thoughts were too much of a mess for me to focus on anything right now. My eyes were locked on her limp body as if in a trance. Nervousness and worry filling my body as I watched them patch her up. 

Her words kept going through my mind. 'I want nothing to do with him or his minions. This was all an act to take him down.'

My mind told me that she might have been telling Seong the truth, after all, I hadn't known her for long enough to know her true intentions. But my heart told me that I knew her well enough to know that it was just a lie, that I knew her true feelings towards all of us.

This wasn't like me. I had never been this torn between options of trust, I knew I could trust my gut feeling. However, what can you do when your gut is split in two?

I wasn't one to usually have my judgments clouded by my personal feelings, but this situation was different. It was new. She was the solution to an equation I hadn't known I was looking for, stirring up all kinds of confusion. She was special, and it had to be taken into account.

I'd only ever known love in one form, which was family. I loved and protected my real family for as long as they stayed in Korea, and now I love and protect the 6 men who are always by my side, who became my new family.

But what I felt towards Hyun-Jae wasn't like that, it was different in ways I had never experienced before. I didn't understand it well enough and I feared I made many wrong choices just because of this new feeling.

I didn't keep track of time but soon enough I felt Namjoon tap my shoulder, making me regain my focus.

"Are you okay?", he asked and I nodded in response. "What are you going to do about this?"

I took a moment to think, I didn't want to admit that I felt lost and conflicted. Thankfully, Seokjin spoke before I could say anything stupid.

"I think we should hear her out", he suggested. "We did it once, right? We can do it again"

"What if she was telling the truth?", I sighed. "What if this was just an act to get closer to us and hurt us?"

"Then she would have simply shot Hoseok when Seong told her to", Jin defended. "I trained her well enough to know that she's capable of that."

"I don't know her well enough to judge like this", Namjoon admitted. "Either way, I think it's in our best interest to hear her out, you can decide what to do afterward"

If both Namjoon and Jin thought it was best to hear her out, then that's what we're going to do. I nodded to them and they left the room, removing their surgical gloves and masks on their way out.

I took a closer look at her, she was laying in bed and covered in blankets, but she looked in pain. I wondered if Namjoon had given her the painkillers that were strong enough to make her comfortable. I felt my hand move against my will and take her hand in mine, my thumb gently stroking it. 

For one moment I forgot the role I had in this, the part I was to play in the decision-making regarding her future with them. For a moment I was just a boy sitting next to a girl he liked.

I heard the door open and I immediately let go of her hand and turned to face Jimin who had just entered the room followed by Hoseok. They came to stand next to me and I saw Jimin take her hand.

"Are you okay?", Hoseok asked me. I had just noticed a long scar on his forearm that was still slightly bleeding.

"I am, but you're hurt", I answered as I took his hand and dragged him to the supply closet sitting in the corner of the room.