My Little Accident

17

“Sam say bye to the girls.” I told Sam.

We were going back to Texas for Christmas and to spend time with the family before we go on tour.

Dinah had already left so it was just me, Sam, Lauren, Camila and Normani.

Lauren and Camila were catching I flight tomorrow while me and Normani were leaving for the airport now.

Camila and Lauren were standing side by side in front of Sam and I. Normani had already said goodbye and was loading our luggage in the car.

“Have fun in Texas.” Mila said as she hugged me. “And you,” She kneeled down in front of Sam. “I got you an amazing gift. I expect lots of kisses when we get back.” Sam nodded and Mila pulled her in a hug. “I have to finish packing but I’ll see you in three weeks.”

“See you Mila.”

“Bye Cammie.” Sam said as Camila went upstairs.

Sam looked at Lauren then hugged her legs.

Lauren picked her up. “Hey princess. You excited to see your nana?” Sam nodded eagerly. Lauren chuckled but then turned serious. “You have to be a good girl for your mommy okay?”

“Okay Lauwren.”

“Bye princess.” Lauren hugged Sam close to her then pulled away and walked over to me, pulling me in a hug.

I inhaled her scent. It was comforting.

“I’ll miss you Ally.” Lauren said into my hair.

“I’ll miss you too Lo.” I mumbled.

Lauren pulled away and kissed my forehead. “Now go. Don’t miss your flight.”

“Don’t worry, we won’t. Bye Lauren.”

“Bye Lauwren.” We walked out of the house and into the car to Normani.

“You got everything?” She asked.

“Yup.” I told her.

“Okay, Matt you can go now.”

Matt started the car and we made our way to the airport.

We went into the airport and got checked in. The flight went by rather quickly. Sam sat in between me and Normani and had fallen asleep.

When the seatbelt sign turned off and we were allowed to leave the plane, I picked Sam up and we went out of the plane.

We picked our luggage up and went to meet our families.

Normani saw hers first and ran up to them to hug them.

Then I saw my mom, dad and Brandon.

I picked up my pace and hugged them careful not to squish Sam.

My dad took Sam from my arms and Brandon took my luggage. I said goodbye to Normani and then made my way back to my family.

“Ally, why does she have her pacifier? I thought we talked about this.” My mom sighed.

“I know we did but, I don’t know… we were doing so well.”

“What happened?”

“She just got sick and she didn’t feel well. I just feel like we’re going backwards, like I’m failing her, at being a mom.” I got tears in my eyes.

My mom put her hands on my shoulders and made me look in her eyes. “Listen to me baby, you are not failing. You’ve done a better job with her than most people I know with their kids. You did almost as good as me, almost.” I chuckled and she pulled me in a hug. “I love you Ally. Trust me, you’re not failing.”

“I love you too mom.”

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Going to the movies so short update!

Should I skip the trip to Texas and go straight to when they get back?

Tour up soon also!