Turning The Page

Two

"You good?" Liam hadn't been sure he would be able to stay the whole time, Casper's physical therapy having been moved to a later time than usual today, but he had thought to call Quinn, the pack Omega and my sweet Baby's best friend to see if he could possibly pick the exhausted warlock up so he wouldn't have to drive himself home. 

"Yeah. Quinn's a sweet kid, he said it would be fine and that Kore could pick him up if we weren't done in time." The way my beta gives me a sad smile I can see that he isn't necessarily happy about not being able to pick Casper up himself, but we both know things will end up going smoother if he stays... It's not that I'm necessarily impatient when it comes to things like home improvements, but I tend to feel a bit too crowded having to give directions while also trying to work.

"Thanks, man." I would have let him go if he had told me he needed to... Even if he had just said that he wanted to... And both Adrian and I had already told him it was fine... But he really is a friend and I need to work harder on seeing him that way. Of seeing myself as the kind of person who has friends and not just people who tolerate me that I can tolerate back.

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Adrian

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Every other page I find myself lifting my eyes so that I can watch Daddy as he and Liam start organizing the others, all of them all too eager to tear down the one wall separating me and Daddy from the best library in the whole wide world... My eyes only lingering on the taut snap of his muscles as he bends to pick up one of the sledgehammers littered about... My mouth watering at the way his arms flex when he catches my staring and winks at me...

It's with a hard swallow that my eyes bounce back to my page, my face lighting up redder than a Christmas tree even now my blushes are still massive when it comes to being on the receiving end of all of Daddy's affection... Not that I'd have it any other way because I know Silas actually really loves watching my cheeks fill with color... And I know that if he weren't busy at the moment he'd be nuzzling me within an inch of my life to make the heat in my cheeks last even longer or nibbling on my marks to show my just how much he loves me... 

Part of me kind of hopes that he'll come over and insist that we go back inside to cuddle, but I know he feels a little bad over having Liam stay and it wouldn't be fair for us to just disappear so we can have sex.

A few weeks ago I wouldn't have even considered going at it while we have people over... But the flush of hormones that have steadily flooded my body for the last few weeks, my levels every few days to try and figure out why my heat hasn't actually hit yet, have loosened my definition of what is actually appropriate and when it's appropriate when it comes to having Silas's stong... rough... hands...all over my body...

A gentle tug on my mind interrupts my train of thought, and I end up looking up at Silas only to see him staring me down as if he wants to eat me alive... The fire his intense gaze causes to flare to life in my belly nearly melting me into goopy soupy pieces as my mind is overcome with images of what my face looked like in the early morning sun when I had been writhing in his lap the last time we had tried to have breakfast on the back patio, the images from the intense lovemaking making me want to crawl to him... Mostly because my knees feel to shakey to walk... I love how much he loves me... I love how he sees me in a way that I'm still struggling to view myself...

I just love him so much... 

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Silas

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"Liam- We need to get started on this fucking wall, dude. Let's go." The words barely leave my mouth before Liam cackles at me, his ever-watchful eyes, of course, spotting the heated silent exchange between me and my sexy little Bean.

"Why? Are we cock-blocking you? Should we take a break? 30-minute lunch-break?" Liam continues to laugh without even trying to hide it, his chuckles only coming to a stop when I verbally retaliate.

"I feel bad for Cassie if you only last 30 minutes." With the short way his face falls, it's my own turn to laugh, his head cocking to the side as the small crew he had brought with him today snickering upon overhearing our conversation, Liam squinting his eyes at them until they get back to figuring out who's going to be doing what and using what tools will be going to who, pry bars and the rest of the sledgehammers being divvied up between them, Liam himself being the one responsible for the reciprocating saw. 

My palms itch with how badly I want to stride over to my sweet Addy-Baby's picnic blanket and kiss him within an inch of his life but I know that the show that would be sure to garner more of the wolf whistles and catcalls that had been springing to life every time my lips find his in front of the guys today... Most of them coming from Liam...Would lead down a very dangerous path... The little patch of shade he's currently parked in the perfect spot to prevent my ass from getting sunburned if we were to get busy outside, the soft sponge grass of the yard being one of the few places that we actually haven't made love yet... Mostly because my sweet boy is still trying to figure out if he himself gets a tiny bit of a thrill over possibly being discovered... Over having someone witness just how thoroughly he belongs to me...

I have to damn near swallow my tongue when I glance over my shoulder only to find my sweet Baby staring at me again, his mind swirling around thoughts so similar to mine that I know that the tearing of the wall has to start now or I'd be sending everyone else home in a minute, my stride up to the wall almost awkward with how tight my jeans have become, my eagerness taken as the signal for the rest of them to finally hurry up and follow my lead... My mind nowhere near the destruction of the very same wall that I myself had built so long ago... Instead, imagining the beautiful smile I'm bound to get from my Princess once today is finished and he can have me all to himself again.