Turning The Page

Sixty

"Baby? You okay?" I mean I'm sure at the moment he feels fucking great with the orgasm that he just had... I don't think I've ever made him cum so hard that he's lost his vision before, but hot damn if I wasn't confused and a little proud of myself to hear him whimper to me after folding him up like a pretzel in the shower to make sure every single inch of him is clear that he needed Daddy to dry him off because all he could see was stars, not that he hasn't done it to me once or twice when it's just that damn good... But even so, we laid down on the mattress that the hotel has no chance of ever steaming clean with a movie on in the background to enjoy some intimate downtime full of non-sensical cuddles and enough l, I'm worried about whether or not he really wants to try and stay up even though he seems so sleepy...

"No..."

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Adrian

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The word is barely out of my mouth and Daddy is on top of me, the knot he had saved especially for cuddle time nearly wasted when he almost pulls out of me, something I absolutely don't want and would absolutely make things worse... And all I meant was that I still can't see much more than stars when I should be at least trying to pay attention to the words that Aurie and Cricket took the time to write for me so I can try and keep up...

But now I'm trapped underneath Daddy as he tries to pull his knot out of me so he can pat me down and play doctor and trying to keep my hips at just the right angle to keep him inside of me, not that it's very hard with how swollen he still is inside of me... He won't be pulling out for a while... I just need him to understand that while I am physically more than alright, he's pushed me right into an entirely another universe, and I intend to stay there as long as possible even if I'm not able to read at the moment...

"Da-!" I try to get his attention from my clouds, but he moves just so and I swear to the heavens I can feel his very tip in my throat and the only sound able to come out of my mouth is a long, drawn-out moan, my fist doing its best to try and crumble the papers clutched in my hand before I'm able to abandon them in order to flutter my hands at his chest until he notices and finally stops moving before I faint from the feel of his engorged flesh carving out a new path inside of my body.

"Sorry! Baby... What happened? What's wrong, Princess? Did I hurt you?" For a moment the question traps me just as much as his flesh does with the way the word Princess rolls off of his tongue... And the way the light from the lamp catches his face when he tucks a few strands of hair behind his ear so he can see me better as he settles back down and lets us both return to more natural positions, the way he tugs me towards his chest always enough to make me feel small and warm in just the right way even without his knot...

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Silas

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I expect an answer and instead, get the most beautiful set of blue eyes exploring my face, the notes in his hand being pushed behind him onto his own pillow so he can abandon them in his effort to deepen our snuggle and focus on the feel of our bodies as they press against each other, "Not because I can't focus, Daddy... That's all..."

My Princess doesn't shy away from my gaze when I meet his eyes, no... Instead, I feel the hand that had been holding on to those damned notes find its way up to cup my cheek, his softer than soft thumb striking just underneath my eye...

It feels a bit strange because his wold normally makes him back down after a few moments... But even though his other half is there lingering just under the surface where he can yank their shared set of eyes down if need be, not that my wolf or I have any intention of startling him out of this gem of a moment... He's hesitant... But there is not a single drop of fear that I can find on his part in meeting my eyes or being close to me... And that is something I never thought I would find... I never thought I would get to have this closeness with someone and actually get to enjoy it without wanting to jump up and scrub half my skin off before heading for the nearest forest where I could run off the steam that always builds up inside my person whenever I have to force myself to accept the company of others... I never thought I would the person who always feels like home, and I never thought I would be lucky enough to be able to have moments like these...

I know that it's important that he read up on the topics of the day... But it can wait until later tonight or maybe even in the morning... Because right now counts as a precious moment, and as someone who thought he would never actually get one of the happy endings that they write about in so many books... Precious moments are something I can't afford to let pass by unacknowledged...

So... Instead of saying anything... I reach behind me just enough to pull the cord of the lamp to turn it off, the television volume being left down low even with Adrian not trying to focus on pouring over his notes, my ears more focused on the even sound of my sweet Princess's breathing than whatever corny movie is currently playing... It takes a little maneuvering, but eventually, I'm able to untangle our legs just enough to where my Bean is no longer on top of me, but more little spoon in our closeness so I can close all the gaps between us and pepper my sweet Mama with kisses while his belly marinates and he giggles at the romantic comedy he had been trying so hard to kind of ignore for the last half-hour.