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[TW] - Death, some talk of s*x
Shigaraki had focused on the simple 'get to know them' questions, such as favourite colour, animal, so on so forth. Izuku was not in the slightest comfortable with the situation, in fact, he could feel a panic attack forming. The nerves in his mind kept swirling as the questions got more and more personal, and what sent him off the edge internally just so happened to be about his 'sex life'. "So... Deku, you still have your V card?" Tomura asked nonchalantly, to which Izuku tilted his head in confusion, he wanted to ask, but he kept reminding himself that these guys were not friends, they were his captors and he shouldn't get all 'buddy buddy' with them. "He probably doesn't know what that means, judging by expression Shigaraki," Kurogiri explained, watching the boy with unnoticeable sympathy.
"Oh? Ok, I'll phrase it more obviously, have you had sex?" Izuku's eyes widened in horror at the blunt tone. So casual, as if sex were just a normal everyday conversation. He shook his head dismissively, his head was already spinning, so he'd lost all hope for a stable mental state in this situation, it was figuratively thrown out the window.
Izuku felt a weak vibration from his pant pocket, he tried not to make it obvious, and he seemed to have succeeded as Shigaraki was chuckling darkly at the smaller boys reaction. 'Please help me...' Izuku thought hopefully, though a part of him told him it were just wishful thinking, that no one cared enough to help. Soon enough, self discriminating thoughts swirled in his head, clearing away any sense of logicality. 'This was probably planned, that's why they acted so suspiciously, why do I always warm up to people so quickly, for the most part, it's ended in mental weakness and pain' Izuku wasn't ready to be broken down any more than he had already been. "What are your thoughts on sex?" Shigaraki pushed, hoping to gain a similar reaction out of the innocent boy in front of him, at least he seemed innocent. In reality, Izuku was just dense and a complete dumbass, at least that's what Izuku thought. He sighed, "I-I dont s-see w-w-why this is n-necessary-" Shigaraki growled, "are you disobeying me?" The husky voice sent shivers down Izuku's spine, so he quickly shook his head. "N-no, I was j-just confused," Izuku mumbled quietly, hoping not to enrage the villain any further. "Good, so what are your thoughts?" He asked again, to which Izuku swallowed thickly, anxiety clawing away at his throat.
"W-well-" suddenly, a loud crack erupted out of nowhere. The sound shook the building, small rocks fell from the already cracked roof as the sound ceased. "Kurogiri. What. Was. That!?" Tomura asked harshly, scratching at his neck as a series of shouts rung from downstairs. "I believe the hero's have arrived," Kurogiri explained as he moved away from the window and towards the other villain, "what shall we do Tomura Shigaraki?" He asked formally, eyeing the man with an unwavering expression. "They want the kid, they can have him, it's a shame we can't play any longer... oh well, see if your wings work for you now bird boy," Shigaraki mocked, his two fingered glove keeping him from decimating Izuku's skin cells as he gripped tightly to the trembling boys arm.
He stalked to the window, using his free hand to destroy the glass, putting his glove on and gripping harshly onto Izuku's forearms. To the point the skin tore and the chrimson colour of blood leaked out like a broken tap. He hoisted The chained teen onto the window sill, the cold evening breeze nipping at his skin aggressively. "W-wait-!" Izuku was thrown from the window, chains keeping him from flailing and using his wings. He plummeted out of the run down apartment complex. The ground inching closer as the air thickened and refused to enter his lungs. Izuku shut his eyes closed tightly, every reflex and instinct in his being telling him, screaming at him, to do something. His wings struggled against the chains in a desperate attempt to get free and stop the air bullets repeatedly piercing his skin, it only ending in bruising and even more pain. His efforts were fruitless as the ground went from over 100 meters to 10. Until a ear deafening crack sounded. He had made direct contact with the pavement below, it was so sudden, Izuku had no time to react as darkness danced in his vision.
A figure stood above him, waving a hand in front of his face in a panic. "He...... uo.......stay awa....on-" it was peaceful. Everything seemed to fade away. there was no more cold, there was no more liquid dripping from pretty much his whole body. There was no more screaming, no more anything. He felt plain, empty and peaceful. He didn't feel happy, he didn't feel anything as the sweet feeling of sleep took control. Izuku wasn't bothered, so he let his thoughts rest, he let himself rest. He thought he deserved to rest every once and awhile. He was waiting for this moment, maybe it had come too fast, maybe it hadn't come fast enough. But Izuku didn't feel like reacting, like screaming, Izuku didn't feel like doing anything anymore. He'd just lay here, wherever here was. It was a nice nothingness, he'll rest here for a bit more.
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