The Lost Girl (dumping ground)

Chapter 6

I was sitting in Jordans room. I didn't even pretend that I wanted to be there, he knew for a fact I wanted to leave. Even Alex tried to persuade him, but with Jordan it was his way of no way. I was staring out the window when I heard a can open.
"Catch and drink." Jordan said.
"I'm not drinking." I bluntly replied.
"I think you're though." He smirked at me and got out a cigarette, "drink or smoke."
I glared at him and opened the can he threw at me. I slowly drunk it.
"After I drink this I'm going."
"ha I don't think so."
I looked down and threw the can after I finished.
"I'm going and you aren't stopping me."
I couldn't have been more wrong. I stood up and he automatically pushed me back down. I sighed and sat on the bed. After 3 hours he finally let me go.
I walked back to the dg and went in.
Scott greeted me by the door and he did not look impressed.
"Where have you been?" He asked.
"Out."
"Where."
"Just out."
"Who with."
"no one."
"must have been boring."
"yeah it was." I sighed and went upstairs.
Luckily enough Kayla wasn't in our room, so I layed on the bed and just cried. I cried until I fell asleep. I was awake really early too. I went to the bathroom and just had a long shower. Nobody else would be up for ages, so it's not like I was holding up a queue. After having a shower and getting dressed, I went downstairs. I was glad it was the weekend, it meant I didn't have to see Jordan. I had just made breakfast, when I had a message from an unknown number.

Hey, Jess, Jack gave me your number, it's Nate.

I was confused as to why Jack has given him my number, so if course I had to ask.

Hi! Is everything okay?

I got a reply back pretty quickly.

Yeah, everything's good. I spoke to Jack about what I told you. You can still help us. Give us an anonymous tip about where he's getting the drugs from.

I sighed and ignored the message. I needed time to think about it. Yeah it would get rid of Jordan, but then I'd be on my own and probably with plenty of bruises. It wasn't long before everyone else came down. For the first time in ages I had actually worn short sleeves. Not a good idea.
"Why's your arm full of bruises?" Kayla asked.
All eyes were on me then.
"I erm fell last night."
Tyler raised an eyebrow and looked at me, "on one arm."
"Yes now stop asking questions." I snapped, scraping the chair and going upstairs.
If something like this has happened before I argued with Jody and Tyler I would've gone to them, this time I had no one. I sat on my bed. I didn't move. I missed having fun, getting drunk and going to parties wasn't fun, it was horrible. I missed when me, Jody and Tyler used to wind people up. When we used to bobbytrap the office and living room. I missed how things used to be. I started thinking more and more about Nates deal, if I agreed Jordan would be gone, that would be good and all but what if Jody, Tyler, Poppy and Ashton were done with me. What if I'd lost that friendship. I could feel myself breathing heavier and heavier, I was getting colder and colder and then everything went black.
I woke up again on the sofa in the quiet room. Tyler and Jack were in there, I sat up quickly and the room spun.
"Easy Jess." Jack said.
I layed back down, "What happened?"
"Panic attack." Tyler replied.
I hesitated, "oh ok"