protect my heart

18*

c h r i s t i a n

the first half of this is like all smut so like .... you can skip if you want.

"I don't want you to leave tomorrow..." Nadia says quietly, running her fingers gently through my hair.

We had been cuddling pretty much all day on the couch in the living room. The kiddos had joined us for a little bit, but thought we were boring and decided to go do what kids do.

I move my arm to wrap around her small frame, my hand rubbing her side. "I don't want to go either," I tell her, frowning. I had to leave for baseball, another road trip and unfortunately, Nadia hadn't been feeling well enough to be traveling with me. We both decided that it was best that she stay home with Wyatt and Willow while I go to work.

Nadia sighs, "I wish I could come with.."

I nod, "I wish you could come too, baby. I really do. But, when I get home, I promise that we can go out for a good date night, we're overdue for one."

Nads leans in close to me, smiling all cute as her nose nudges against mine. I couldn't help but smile back at her before my smile is cut off by her lips against mine.

It was a soft kiss at first, something that would make butterflies go through your stomach. Then it quickly deepened, becoming more of a clingy, wanting kiss. She pulls back and smirks at me, "I think we better go to the bedroom if we're going to continue this.."

I nod in agreement before allowing her to get up and I walked behind her, grabbing her ass as I did so.

Once we were in the bedroom, I laid her flat back on the bed, hovering over her. Her legs spread, allowing my body to fit between them and her thighs are rested on my waist. My forearms are on either side of her as one of my hands grazes down her body.

She was only wearing one of my shirts and a lace thong that I see once I roll her shirt up her gorgeous body. Her glowing bump was exposed and I just saw her smile at me, watching as I admire her body.

I simply take my time, wanting to tease her a little, but give her lots of loving. I leave kisses along her hips, grabbing at her thighs and I stop the kisses right over her thong.

"Christian..." Nadia whispers, her head cocking to the side and her eyes close shut.

I just smirk, leaving more kisses on her thighs and I can feel her hips impatiently moving against the mattress.

"Get on with it," she whines and looks down at me, "No teasing.."

I move up her body, meeting my lips at hers, giving her a kiss. She responds with a very hungry kiss, I could tell she was getting very impatient with my teasing.

We make out for a long while before I slip my dick inside of her, earning an audibly loud moan from Nadia. It had been a little bit since I pleased her like this, she deserved it.

"Mmm, don't stop.." she begs, one hand gripping my bicep as I kept pumping in and out of her.

"What was that, baby?" I ask quietly, leaving gentle kisses on her neck as I feel one of her hands go to the back of my head, tugging on my hair. "Want me to stop?"

"No, don't, please.." Another moan escaped her lips, her legs moving back to wrap around my waist.

I suck on her neck, leaving a mark and pull away, running my thumb over the mark I just made, "Mmm, I love you so much.."

We continue to make love before we've both reached our highs and come down from them, I lay next to her, laying on my back as I turned my head to look at my wife who just looked exhausted. "You okay?"

Nadia looked over at me and nodded, "I feel amazing, baby," she smiled, "You always know how to make me feel good...Especially before you leave for road trips.."

"Just gotta make sure my girl is satisfied and pleased before I leave her," I reply, kissing her cheek. "Does the sex feel better when you're pregnant?"

She nods quickly, "Oh fuck yeah. I mean, it feels amazing when I'm not pregnant too, but like, when I'm pregnant, it just feels a million times better.." she blushed, "I don't know, it just does."

I shrug, "Fine by me. If my girl feels great, that's all that matters.."

***

When I wake up the next morning, Nadia is cuddled up against me, laying on her side as she's tangled in the blankets and sheets. I smile sleepily, moving my hand to her stomach, rubbing softly. Still couldn't believe I created another life and they were just months away from being welcomed into the world.

Nadia stirs awake, rubbing her eyes and looked at me, "Morning, baby..."

"Morning, beautiful.." I say quietly, kissing her forehead. "You hungry? Was thinking about making some breakfast.."

"I'm starving.." She said, sitting up and looked around for the shirt she was wearing before it was taken off of her. "Can you grab me a shirt?" She giggled, "Mine kind of got taken off of me last night.."

I laugh, "Weird. Must've been a ghost or something.."

Nadia shrugged, "I don't know. But that ghost had a great dick, that's for sure." She said with a smirk growing on her lips as she looked at my reaction.

I just roll my eyes, "Nah, I'm the best you'll ever get."

"You're the only one I want, baby." She says as I hand her a shirt and she slips it over her head. I grab a pair of boxers and sweats, pulling those on before holding my hands out to Nadia to grab so she could get out of bed. "What time do you have to leave?" She asks me, looking at me.

I look at my phone, "Like two hours. I have to meet the team at the ballpark then we're all going together." I reply, walking with her into the kitchen to start some breakfast.

It was a little bit before the kids woke up and brought their tired selves into the kitchen and Willow was carrying her blanket and rubbed her eyes.

"Good morning, Willow bug!" I say, picking her up and kissed her cheek, "Did you sleep okay?"

Willow nodded, yawning big before laying her head on my shoulder, "I had a dweam we went to Disney and you meet Goofy!"

"No way! Did you get to meet him too?" I ask her, rubbing her back.

She giggled quietly, "I meet Goofy and Mickey!" She looked over at Nadia and smiled, "Hi, momma!"

Nadia smiled at Willow, "Good morning, beautiful princess." She fixed her hair, "Where is your brother?"

Willow shrugged, "He prolly sleeping, momma."

Wyatt walked into where we all were, "I right here." He said very boldly, and I just looked over at him. "I not sleeping, Willow."

"Morning, Wy." I tell him, "You're gonna be the man of the house this weekend."

"Why not I go with you, daddy?" He asks, sitting down at the table, taking the sippy cup Nadia handed him, "I go with you.."

I sigh, setting Willow down, "I wish you could, bud! But, I would prefer if you stayed home with mommy and your sister. Your momma hasn't been feeling good lately, so I want you to make sure that she doesn't feel icky."

He nodded, "When you come home?"

"I'll come home on Monday! I won't be gone long, I promise." I tell him before making them their plates and set the table, giving the kids their breakfast and made a plate for Nadia, "Here you go."

Nadia smiled at me and kissed my lips, "Thank you." She said before sitting down at the table. It was mornings like this that I truly appreciated; Mornings with the entire family, eating breakfast together and just spending time with one another. This is what I needed every single day.