Cycles

Chapters are gonna come more consistent now that school is over!!!

~Autumn 

16 junior in high school

I cut the tv off and immediately cried all those tears that I kept inside spilled out and I knew i had to tell someone so dialed the number

~On the phone~

"H-Hello is this Dr. Tatiana," I said tiredly 

"Yes the is who am I speaking to," she said sounding like she just woke up

"I-Im sorry for waking you up but I just needed to talk to someone m-my doctor recommended you and I don't have anyone to talk t-"

"Ah yes Dr. Floyd told me about you Autumn now tell me what the problem is?

"Hm well the thing is my Dad just got out of jail and he wants me back but i-i can't go back with him I-i can't he abused me and my mom and I can't go back to that," I said now crying

"And you don't have to we have legal teams here in Houston that specialize in domestic violence get some rest hun we'll talk more tomorrow"

"O-ok bye," I said hanging up

Soon I heard my phone ringing I looked at the caller ID and it read "Baby💗💛"

I quickly sighed as I debated on whether or not I should answer we haven't talked since the night he hit me we've been dating for 3 years now I really love him and he loves me too he just gets mad sometimes... 

 I answered the phone

"What do you want Lucas" I rolled my eyes mind you it's 5 o'clock in the morning

"Baby you know I didn't mean it I'm sorry"

"I know but I think we need a break I'm tired babe..."

There was dead silence on the end of the phone that scared me

"So you wanna leave me?"

"I-I didn't say that"

"Nah cause it sound like you wanna leave me!" he said yelling

"Ba-"

"Nah just wait till you come home," he said hanging up

I cried as I got into my car and started it up

"God, why can't I get a break why can't you let me live a normal life"

*Skip car ride*

I ended up going to my house instead of his I was not getting beat today

it was already 6:30 by now I just turned on "right my wrongs" by Bryson Tiller and turned on the bathwater

I winced at the pain from the hot water

"Is there something that I should know all the things that we went through a girl I never meant to put you through twice no no" just then I felt someone staring at me I turned around

"Lu-"

"Shhh, I told you to come to my house didn't I?"

"Ye-"

"So why didn't you?"

"Lucas I'm so-" he slapped me

"When I tell you something you better listen why don't you listen to me?"

This is not the place for all this

Is there a reason why you're saying all this?

I've gotta right my wrongs

I listened to the song as he continued to hit me

"Stop please Lucas" I yelled as he hit my skin with the belt once again

He stopped and looked at me his eyes were dark 

"GET UP," he tells me I did as instructed

"Go lay down," he said with a forceful tone

"O-ok," I said quietly after he was done in the bathroom he came and layed down next to me I had me back turned to him he started to kiss my forming bruises and whelps

"s-stop," I said

"Please stop let me go," I said having a flashback of a couple of years ago

"Baby it's me," he said

"i-I'm sorry," I said embarrassed now he's gonna ask me what happened

"What's going on babe?" he asked concerned

You! but of course, I couldn't say that

"N-nothing I'm fine all good" I gave him the best fake smile I could

"Ok I'm going to the trap ill be back at noon" i sighed 

"Ok be safe," I said 

"Love you bye, baby," he said kissing me

"Love you, bye " I blew him a kiss

I know what happened between me and my Grandpa happened 2 years ago it still affects me I turned around and winced at the pain everywhere as I heard the door close and cried I can believe I'm going through just what my mom did and the worst part about it is I'm pregnant... I'm going through the same cycles

Ok, how yall feeling about this chapter. 

This chapter is kinda short but I hope you enjoyed it!

 Should Autumn break up with Lucas?.

Do you think autumns gonna keep the baby?

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