Ovulation check👩🏻‍⚕️

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Just as a quick reminder to those reading this story before you begin. In replacement of an actual main characters name I have entered "Y/N" in some parts of the story. Some are aware but for those who aren't, "Y/N" stands for "Your Name", meaning I want you to input yourself or your name into the story when you see that pop up. Without further ado, Enjoy ;)

DOCTORS OFFICE

My ovulation test came back positive. Now I guess i can go home and tell my no good boyfriend that there's nothing wrong with me.🙄

Is it bad that everyday that goes by, i become less and less sure that i even want to be with my boyfriend to whom i'm with now ? I mean, I once was head over heels for this boy when i met him. We've been together since i was 14, but we've know each other since we were 12. Three years into our relationship he changed completely. He wasn't the same boy i fell for all those years ago with us now being 19. I made the mistake of letting him move in with me even after all the cheating and lying. Somehow i still let him come back into my life every single time and i don't know why. Now all he wants is to get me pregnant so that no one else could have me ever since i made numerous threats to leave him for not treating me right.

Yes, i do desire to be a mother one day. I just don't want to have a kid. Not yet at least...yet somehow he always finds a way to persuade me into trying for one with him. Why am i so damn dumb?

As always, i'm throwing myself out on a limb to make him happy. But i love him and i I've got everything crossed that this month will finally be it.

OUTSIDE OF YOUR HOUSE

My life doesn't consist of much anymore. I haven't been happy for a very long time. Pretty much, my life consists of getting up in the morning to a grumpy cheating man, writing in my journal about all my secrets or feelings and then i go to work now that we've already graduated. I stopped hanging out with friends a while ago since my boyfriend never really liked any of them and all he did was disrespect them when they were over.

The only excitement from my day nowadays is running into my incredibly hot neighbor that moved in a few months ago. Kevin Alston.

Not to be creepy but i sometimes even write about how fine i think he is Ever since that day he had to help me get back into my house when i locked myself out on accident

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Not to be creepy but i sometimes even write about how fine i think he is Ever since that day he had to help me get back into my house when i locked myself out on accident. He smiles at me every single time he sees me and it gives me butterflies. Little does he know, i fantasize about him every time i see his face. I know it's terrible because i have a boyfriend but i can't help it.

As i'm outside sitting in my driveway, i can hear yelling coming from over Kevin's house. My windows are tented so he couldn't see that i was looking at them. At least I don't think he could. I rolled my windows down a tiny bit.

*COMMOTION*

"HELLO ! are you even listening to me ?!" Kelly yells.

"First off..stop raising your voice at me lil girl, i was just about to say wassup to-" he said.

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