Our Little Secret

It's Not What It Looks Like !🙅🏽‍♀️

"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU WITH THIS DUDE Y/N ?!?" Jalen screamed. "No jalen ! It's not what it looks like !" i shouted. Kevin stood there with his arms crossed and burned a whole through Jalen's head with his deadly stare. He seemed completely unbothered right now.

Was i frightened right about now ? Hell yes i was because jalen has a bad temper. Was i scared for myself ? No. All i wanted to do was make sure he didn't touch Kevin. Crazy right ? This was all my fault why he was in the house anyway. Now he's involved in my mess.

Jalen was extremely pissed. "We were just talking  I swear !" I went on to say. He wasn't having that. "TALKING WHERE ?!? THE FUCK DO YOU TWO NEED TO TALK ABOUT ?!" he shouted. I didn't know what to say. i was getting more and more nervous by the second. Suddenly Kevin steps in. NO NO NO THIS IS BAD !

"She was having a rough day and i made her feel good... that's it...what's the issue?." he said. WOW....That didn't sound crazy AT ALL. 

"He heard me yelling earlier and breaking things that's why.." i said. "Yelling for what !?" Jalen shouted again. "Please tell me what the fuck you got going on for you to be yelling. And what did you break cuz in here looks perfectly fine to me ! "

"Check the bedroom if you don't believe me." i said without thinking. "THE WHAT ?!" He screamed. I could see the veins popping out of his neck. Again Kevin remained unbothered by his behavior. I don't know how he was so calm right now. "GET OUT ! GET THE FUCK OUT NOW !" he said turning towards Kevin pulling off his jacket.

Kevin laughed under his breath and looked at me. "Yeah whatever, ima see you later Y/N." he said. And Right in front of Jalen, he hugged me again and i hugged him back like a fool and told him that I'll talk to him later. He looked jalen up and down and smirked and walked out of the house, leaving the door open behind him on purpose. If i wasn't hearing incorrectly, i'm almost positive I heard Kevin call jalen a clown under his breath on his way out.

I immediately ran to go shut the door. Turning around, furious as ever, i yelled back at jalen for embarrassing me like that. "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ?! YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO TALK TO HIM LIKE THAT !"

Jalen came charging at me and pushed me into the door. "THE FUCK ARE SPENDING TIME WITH THAT NIGGA FOR ?! and then to top it all off YOU ONLY HAVE ON BOY SHORTS AND A SWEATER !" he yelled.

I shoved him back. "What so now i can't decide who i get to hang out with ?! You're pathetic jalen you know that !?" i shouted. "It was nice having someone other than MYSELF to talk to for once !" I went to storm off from the living room but i remembered to say something else. "Oh yeah..before i forget...my pregnancy test was negative..again ! AND I'M FUCKING GLAD !"

Then is where i stormed off. Jalen chased after me yelling "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO Y/N ?? so that's why you had that motherfucker in my house ?! To embarrass me ?!"

His house ??? SINCE WHEN ???

Closing the room door i shouted, "If you say soooo!" He was still talking a whole bunch of shit in the halls and i could care less. I didn't want a kid with this piece of shit and every day he makes me agree more and more with that thought. Fuck the tests or who was the problem, I didn't care.

He stood behind the locked door blabbing about how he was sick and tired of me trying to bring shame to his name and whole bunch of other bull. Things have only been hard on me the past few years. What did i ever once do to him but love him and put up with his bullshit. I been realized that our connection we once had was gone. All the fighting didn't help.