Sammy's Little Sister

Chapter 20

One month. Its been one month since Shawn's been on tour. One month since i've seen him. One month since i've had any contact with him. No calls. No texts. Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I keep telling myself its because he's been busy but he's also been tweeting. I send him a message everyday knowing he's reading them because his read receipts are on, which then brings me to think he doesn't like you anymore Isabell. He never did. He never loved you, he only said those things because he's a kind person.
I go on twitter to try and rid my thoughts but only filled with more when i see his name on my timeline.
"@ShawnMendes: She's the best
*insert pic of Shawn & a girl*"
I favorited it a tweeted
"@IsabellCayla: Guess I don't matter to you anymore @ShawnMendes" and tweet. Yes i did just @ him. I ain't about that subtweeting life. I want him to know its about him. He wont answer me anyways.
Right away i get immediate feed back from fans most when something along the lines of
"@IsabellCayla @ShawnMendes what happened to #SHIZZLE !!?💔"
"@IsabellCayla @ShawnMendes noo please tell me #Shizzle isnt over !!!"
"@IsabellCayla @ShawnMendes bitch he never loved you anyways"
"@IsabellCayla @ShawnMendes you were always just the side hoe"
"@IsabellCayla @ShawnMendes what the fuk did You do Shawn"
I decided to reply to the first one
"@IsabellCayla: i wish i knew😔"
"@ShawnMendes: you've always mattered to me😞"
What the fuck ?
"@IsabellCayla: @ShawnMendes obviously not. If I ever mattered to you, you wouldn't fucking ignore me for 1 month"
"@ShawnMendes: @IsabellCayla you dont understand. I didnt mean to okay ? I've been busy"
"IsabellCayla: @ShawnMendes too busy to answer my texts after you read them ? To busy to call me but you tweet. To busy to send a simple 'hey how are you' when you have contact with everyone else. Bullshit. Bull fucking shit"
"@ShawnMendes: @IsabellCayla maybe if you hadnt cheated on me we'd still be the same"
"@IsabellCayla: @ShawnMendes CHEATED ON YOU !? YOU THINK I FUCKING CHEATED ON YOU ? I cant believe you would think i would ever do that to you. Because i would never. Not to you, not to anybody."
"@ShawnMendes: @IsabellCayla explain this then. *picture of Me and a guy his back facing the camera my face turned laughing & smiling at him*"
"@IsabellCayla: @ShawnMendes you're and idiot Shawn Mendes. Thats my brother. You know Samuel Wilikinson."
"@ShawnMendes: @IsabellCayla wait what ?"
"@IsabellCayla: @ShawnMendes i cant believe you actually think i would do that to you."
My phone rings. Shawn
-Convo-
I- oh now you decide to call me
S-Isabell im so sorry i-
I-Save it Shawn. I dont want to hear it. You should have just called me and asked me about it. I wouldn't have been mad like i am now. Im only mad now because you didn't talk to me for a whole month. You completely ignored me when i keep trying to talk to you. I kept trying Shawn. You left me here wondering what the hell i did wrong because you weren't answering me but you were talking to everyone else. I didn't want to lose what we had. You shouldn't have started assuming shit that you know for a fact that i wouldn't do. You obviously don't know me at all. Oh and I want you to know that i went to the concert in Nebraska. I tried to get back stage to surprise you but your security guard wouldn't let me. I tried explaining to him that I was your girlfriend but you know what he told me Shawn ? He said Shawn Mendes doesn't have a girlfriend, he told me himself. That fucking broke me Shawn. You don't understand how bad you hurt me.
S- Does this mean we're over ?
I- i don't know what you're talking about, Because according to you, we've been over since the second week of your tour. Have a nice life Shawn. Goodbye.
S- No ISABELL WAIT I..
-call ended-