Sammy's Little Sister

Chapter 30

I walked around for a good 3 hours till I realized I didn't know where to fuck I was. Great.
I pulled out my phone and called Sammy.
"Isabell oh my god where are you" he said sounding worried
"I don't know" I admitted
"What do you mean you don't know" he said/yelled
"I- I don't know Sammy but I know i'm no where close to home and its getting dark and I'm scared" i told him
"What street are you on ?" He asked and I hear him getting into his car
"Umm on the corner of Maple and Sandy street" I told him looking at the signs
"Isabells thats like an hour and a half away" he said starting his car
"Please hurry Sammy"
"I'll be there as soon as possible please be careful" he said
"I'll try" I told him
"Call one of the guys and stay on the phone with them until I get to you okay ?"
"Okay" i said
"i love you" he told me
"I love you too Sammy" i said and hung up
I didn't know who to call so I went through my contacts until I found someone. Aaron, because I know he wont tell Jack
*answers phone*
"Aaron can you stay on the phone with me until Sammy gets me i'm lost and scared and its getting dark and I dong know what to do. I called you because I know you can keep secrets please don't tell Jack" i said
"I'll stay on the phone with you but you should know this is Shawn not Aaron" he said
I pulled the phone away from my ear and looked at the caller ID 'Asshole' not Aaron. Fml.
"Isabell are you still there ?" He asked a I put the phone back to my ear
"Yeah" I whispered as my voice cracked
"Are you okay ? How far away are you ?" He asked
"3 hours walking. Hour and a half driving" I said still whispering
"WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY HOW COULD YOU BE SO CARELESS" he yelled
"Shawn stop fucking yelling at me or I will hang up" I said louder than I was talking before
"Okay, I'm sorry that was uncalled for" he said
"I know"
We were both silent for a few moments before he spoke up again
"Isabell ?"
"Yeah" I said still whispering
"I read your note" he said sounding disappointed
"You were suppose to" I told him
"Did I really make you depressed ?" He asked
"Shawn you told me that you loved me and when I caught you talking to Laur the way you used to talk to me even though you said I didn't have to worry about her made me remember why I have trust issues. It broke my heart because I thought you actually cared about me. So yes, you made me depressed because I kept thinking what I did wrong. I just kept telling myself 'Isabell you just aren't good enough for him. You wont ever be good enough for aybody" i admitted to him as I felt a couple tears fall down my cheeks.
"Isabell, I am so sorry. I never meant.." he started but I cut him off
"Didn't mean to make me feel like that ? I know Shawn. Thats what everybody says. They always make a promise to not hurt me and they end up breaking that promise... just like you did" i said making that last part very quiet.
"I didn't know you..." i cut him off once again
"Felt like that. I know Shawn. I've heard it all. What you've done is nothing new from my past realtionship. The only thing different is that you didn't physically abuse me. There's nothing you can say to make it better because its over with. We're done and what we had is in the past. You cant change the past" I said to him
"I- I don't know what to say" he said
"Maybe I should've hung up when you told me it was you." I said to him
"Wait Isabell" He said
"Yeah"
"Can we at least be friends" he asked
"See thats the thing Shawn, I really loved you. I still do, and I cant be just friends with someone I love. At least not right now. Goodbye Shawn" I said and hung up
I looked at the time a seen it had only been 45 minutes. I called Sammy.
"Sammy are you almost here ?" I asked
"I'll be there in less than 5 I'm trying Isabell"
"Okay" I said as my voice cracked
"Are you crying" he asked
"Just please hurry" i said and hung up.
Seconds later he pulled up and I got into the car he asked me what happened but I just shook my head signaling that it wasnt the right time. He got the message and didn't ask any questions. After about 10 minutes I spoke up
"Im sorry Sammy" I whispered but loud enough for him to hear.
"Don't be. You didn't do anything wrong. I had to make sure you were okay. I care about you more than you think" he said which made me cry even more.
The rest of the ride was quiet until we pulled into the drive way 2 house later.
"Thank you Sammy. I love you" I told him as I reach across and gave him a hug and kissed his cheek
"I love you too baby sis" he said as he hugged me back and kissed my forehead.
We got out of the car and walked up to the door
"Sammy does anybody know what happened" I asked before opening the door
"No" he said
I nodded and walked in. Nobody was inside the house so I followed the loud screaming of many teenage boys coming from the backyard. I walked to the backdoor and slid it open and nobody noticed which was a good thing.
Shawn saw me and walked over to me.
"Are you okay" he asked
"Yeah I'm fine" I told him and kept walking
I saw Jack over sitting on the lawn chairs with his head in his hand and his knee excessively shaking.
I walked over to him and sat next to him. I put my arm around him and rubbed his back and his head shot up.
He looked up with bloodshot eyes and as soon as he saw me and engulfed me in a hug.
I was confused.
"Jack, whats the matter" I asked hugged him back.
"Don't you ever scare me like that again. You had me worried sick. If something happened to you I would have blamed myself for letting you go by yourself." He said as a felt something wet drop on my neck
"Who told you" I asked and sighed pulling back
"Shawn" he said
"Got dammit. I knew I couldn't trust him" I said
"I'm just glad you called somebody. If anything happened to the girl I like, hell the girl I love I would never forgive myself for it and.." he said getting interrupted by me.
I pressed my lips softly on his and cupped his face with my hands and he kissed back.
"Jack, i'm okay and nothing happened to me. Everything's fine Jack okay ? Everything's fine" i said pulling him into a hug as he wrapped his arms tightly around me.
I looked up at him and wiped his face with my thumb and he kissed me again.
At that moment I started to think do I really still love Shawn ?
Because I defiantly have feelings for Jack and their strong. The same thing kept repeating in my head...
'If you love two people at the same time go with the second person you fell for because if you really loved the first you wouldn't have fallen for the second'

A/N Happy New Years guys hope you had a good one and were safe ! Heres to 2015 ! Lets make it good :)