Sammy's Little Sister

Chapter 24

Isabell's POV
I looked him right in the eyes and began to speak...
"I, I- cant" i said closing my eyes turning away from him
"And why not" asked
"Shawn, please" i begged
"No Isabell tell me" he pushed
"BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU OKAY" I yelled standing up and nearly falling over agian.

Sammy came over from talking to the paramedics and looked at me with worried eyes.
"Isabell, why would you do this to yourself" he asked looking like he was about to cry
"Sammy what do you mean" i asked confused
"You've been starving yourself havent you. And dont lie to me"
"No Sammy I have not. But I haven't been eating like I should" I said walking out of the room.
I grabbed a muffin off the snack table because I was hungry and I ate it as I walked up to my room. I finished it by the time I got there and I walked in a face timed Dani.
"Hey babes whats up" she said as she answered the call.
"How soon can you get a flight to Florida" i said getting straight to the point
"I'll be there tomorrow" she said getting serious
"Thank you I gotta go bye love" i said hanging up and calling Andrea.
"Hey Andrea" i said
"Hey are you okay ?" She asked
"Yeah um can you girls meet me in the lobby" i asked
"Yeah we are down here already we'll wait for you" she said
"Okay be down in 5" i said and hung up
I changed into jeans and a nice shirt and kept my cardigan and heels. I walked down to the lobby and met the girls down there.
"Starbucks" Andrea asked
"Sounds wonderful" i said as we got into the car they rented and drove to *white girl voice* Starbs.
"If you don't mind me asking, what happened on stage ?" Arden asked
"Um well when I first ran off stage it was because as I was singing Human I started thinking about Shawn because Sammy asked me something about him right after I finished Good Girl and I just lost it. When I was backstage he tweeted losing you was the stupidest/hardest thing ever and that he missed me. So me being stupid I tweeted back, i miss you too. Since the break up I haven't been eating right, I wasn't starving myself because I was eating just not like i usually do and I already hadn't been feeling good. I guess when I walked back on stage and saw Shawn it triggered something and my emotions were all over the place causing me to get lightheaded and dizzy which lead to blacking out and face planting on stage. When I woke up backstage I felt week and Shawn was there and I asked him to leave. He asked me why and I said it was because I hated him and didn't care about him anymore. He told me to look him in the eye and tell him and I couldn't do it which causing me to scream and admit I still loved which lead to my rushing out of the room and here we are" I explained sighing taking a drink of my coffee
"So you still have feelings for him" Jenn asked
"Yeah" I said smiling"
"I never stopped" i said not as loud. All they girls smiled when I heard a all too familiar voice behind me
"I never stopped loving you either"
(A/N i've been updating a lot lately haha don't know if thats good or bad lol)