Sammy's Little Sister

Chapter 33

"Oh. My. Fuck" I said walking in.
"Any instrument you need, we have it." Charlie said
"Can I sign those papers now ?" I asked still in shock
She just laughed and handed me the contract. *carefully reads through it* I signed them and heard a snap. Charlie took a picture.
"Welcome to Chicago Records" Charlie said as I handed her the contract
"Do you mind if I go in ?" I asked
"Be my guest" she said and I walked to the door and opened it slowly taking it all in.
"Play something for us !" Charlie said through the speaker
I walked around the room admiring all the instruments until I finally just decided on the guitar
I sat down on the stool right in front of the mic and adjusted myself. I got settled in and began playing 'Can't Blame A Girl For Trying' once I was done Charlie told me to sing another so I did.
I got up and set the guitar down and went over to the piano. I turned the mic on that was over the piano and turned the other one off. I was about to sing a song I had never preformed in front of anybody before, because it was very personal. Its called Warrior and I wrote it after I broke up with my abusive ex.
I took a deep breath and began..

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you are never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

No oh, yeah, yeah

You can never hurt me again

I finished the song and looked up at the window thing and Charlie was motioning for me to come out so I did
I walked out and she ran over to me
"ISABELL THAT. WAS. BEAUTIFUL !" She said giving me a hug
"Thank you" I said hugging her back
"I think I feel a single coming up with one of those songs" she smiled
"Really !?" I asked
"Yes !" She confirmed
"Could it be 'Cant Blame A Girl For Trying' because i'm not ready for people to hear the other one" I asked
"Totally ! And you are free to go now. We will call you back to Chicago when we are ready to record and release your song" she explain
"Thank you so much" I told her and walked out
This has to be a dream.
"Oh and Isabell the limo will take you to your hotel !" She called out to me
"Thank you !!" I said again and walked outside to the limo.
The driver drove me to my hotel where I checked in and got ready for bed. I didn't even realize I was there for almost 5 hours. It didn't even feel like that.
I called FaceTimed Sammy who also happened to be with Jack and I talked to them for 3 hours telling them everything and how I would be back tomorrow since I finished early. Around 9:00 I hung up with them and just FaceTimed Jack for a while
*part of convo*
J- can I ask you a question
I- of course
J- well when we were at Chilis you told me 'I was wrong about you Jack Gilinsky' what did you mean by that
I- *big sigh* well when we had our little thing I kind of overheard one of the guys talking about you, and Im not saying who so don't ask. I heard them telling another someone that you were a big player and only used girls for sex then once you got that you never talked to them again. I heard it multiple times and I began to believe it so I started to keep my distance from you. I had really liked you Jack and it was wrong of me to just believe that and not talk to you about it. But I handled it the wrong way and I regret it. I honestly do. I think that if I would have just talked to you about what I heard things would be a whole lot different
J- you really believed I would do that to somebody
I- yeah and I'm sorry. If you're mad at me I understand. I would be too
J- no i'm not mad. Just confused as to what I did to make you believe that
I- and thats the thing Jack. You didn't do anything ! I didn't believe it at first but as I kept hearing it over and over I started to believe. It was wrong and like I said I should've done things different. We all could have done things different but we are human we make mistakes, sometimes really big sometimes really small. Nobody's perfect and I'm sorry that I did to you and saying these things made me realize I owe somebody and apology. I'll talk to you tomorrow Jack, goodnight sleep tight
J- goodnight Isabell, talk to you tomorrow bye love
*convo over*
I hung up and went to my contacts scrolled through till I found his name and hit edit.
I changed his name from 'Asshole'
back to 'Shawn' and hit the call icon.
*convo*
S- hello ?
I- Hey I know i'm the last person you'd expect to be calling you but I have something to say to you
S- okay but just so you know you are on speaker and Laur is here so
I- thats fine I don't care
S- go on then
I- I owe you and apology for the way I acted towards the both of you. I had no right for going off on you Shawn the way that I did. I came to the realization that we are all human and we make mistakes sometimes they're big sometime's there small but nobody's perfect and I just have to accept my mistakes and own up to them so I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you and for the things I said about Laur. That was uncalled for and I was out of line considering I don't even know her. I'm not trying to get back together with you because you are happy with Laur and we weren't right for each other anyways but I want to know if we can at least be friends and if not friends then at least be in the same room with each other without the awkwardness or somebody being pissed.
S- i'd like to be friends again. and I also owe you an apology for the way I told you things and yeah it was really wrong of me to do it over the phone, I should have told you in person and I feel really bad about that
I- its fine things happen for a reason so let the past be in the past now goodnight Shawn...and Laur I hope that when i come back maybe I cant get a second change and actually try to get to know you
L- i'd like that you seem like a sweet girl
I- you too. Goodnight guys !
S & L- goodnight ! Have a safe flight back !
I went to sleep feeling proud of myself for being the bigger person and apologizing.
*wakes up in the morning gets ready gets to the airport and stuff* (like i said I'm being lazy and I don't feel good right now ad I know I wont go edit it later so excuse the ratchetness of that)
My plane lands and I look for Sammy and Jack because they told me they would be picking me up
I went to baggage claim, like I said before self explanatory. I finally found them and gave them both a huge hug and they congratulated me. We got to the car and I went on Instagram and posted a collage of 4 pictures. One of me signimg the contract, second of my shaking Bob's hand with the contract in front of me, third of me singing & playing guitar, and lastly me singing a playing the piano and I posted with the caption
'BIG ANNOUNCEMENT: Just signed to Chicago Records <3 dreams are finally coming true and I couldn't have done it without all of you beautiful people ! I LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MOON AND BACK x1000000000'
Wow. i cant believe its really happening. And to think its only the begining. Its the start of something new.

(A/N sooo, uhmm this is the end of Sammy's Little Sister....
BUT, After I posted that chapter last night saying I might stop I got some comments and a few people slid into my dms haha. I am going to end Sammy's Little Sister anyways though because Some people said to & just start a sequel for it so I was just wondering if you guys think its a good idea as well ? Let me know whatcha think :)
If I don't write the sequel then i'm not writing anymore for this story this is where SLS ends no matter what haha
So sequel or entirely new book ?
Oh and I could write some imagines for you guys if you want. Personal's too, any guy you want but I cant do dirty haha sowwey