Chapter 39

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Isabell's POV
I drove to Sammy's and we went to Taco Bell (i love taco bell if you havent noticed)
"So what did you want to talk about" he asked after we sat down with our food.
I grabbed my bag and pulled out the letter
"Whats that ?" He asked taking a bite of his taco.
I slid the letter across the table and his eyes went wide.
"Auburn University ?!" He said loudly and I just nodded. He picked up the letter and started reading it. After he finished reading he looked up at me
"Your going to college !" He practically yells
I give him a small smile
"Wait you are going right ?" He asked
"I- I dont know yet" I answered honestly
"What why not ? Auburn has been your dream school since you were 5" he said
"I know. But I- how will I tell Jack" I said looking down
"He'll understand Isabell." he said seriously
"This morning he walked in on me reading them & I told him I wasn't interested in college anymore" I said looking up at him
"Why would you say that"
"I don't know Sammy. I panicked I told him
"Tell me if you and Jack weren't dating would you go" he asked
"I dont know" I said honestly
"Whats stopping you Besides Jack"
"The record label" I said because it was the first thing that popped into my head
"They will understand. They will work around it, call you in only when you are available" he told me
"I've built up such amazing friendships these past few months. I don't wanna leave it all behind. What if I do end up going and everyone forgets about me ? I'll be back where I started before I met all of them. I'll have no one again" I said looking away
"Isabell, you've made a huge impact one everyones life here. You are like a sister to everyone, we all love you and we will all support you if you go. We could never forget about you. Plus we will keep in contact. Especially me" he said
"You just have to think about yourself for once. You are always trying ti make everyone else happy before yourself even if it means you're not. Just think about it, is it what YOU want to do" he added
I thought about what Sammy had just told me and he was right. I have to do whats best for me.
After we finished eating We threw our trash away and head out to our cars.
"Hey I'm going to head home real quick and send that letter and i'll be over" i said to him
"Okay. Youre making the right choice Isabell remember that" he told me
I just nodded "Oh and Sammy, i'll be over in about 20 minutes get all the guys in the living room im going to tell everyone at once"
"Are you sure ?" He asked
"Positive" i confirmed
"Okay see you in a few love ya"
"Love you too" i whispered
I drove home and once I got there i went up to my room and say down at my computer table. I went to my email and started typing
"Dear Administration of Auburn University,
I am so honored to have received your kind offer for the full ride scholarship..."
Once i finished I shut down my computer grabbed my keys and beaded back out and over to Sammy's. I was about 10 minutes away so I called him
*convo*
S- hello
I- hey im 10 minutes away get them all in the living room please
S- already did we are waiting for you
I- oh haha how long have you been waiting
S- not long i just got them down her like 2 seconds ago
S- wait are you using your phone while driving
I- calm down. I used siri to call you and you're on speaker don't get your nipples in a twist
S- hey now.
I- whatever bye see you in a bit
*convo over*
It took me a few more minutes until i got go their house but i finally did. I pulled up into their driveway, got out of the car and stopped at the front door. I took a deep breath before walking in but that quickly failed. The door was locked.
*knocks*
"Hey Isabell whats going on" JJ said opening the door
"You'll see c'mon" i told him
I walked into the living room to see everybody but one person down here. Jack.
"Sammy where's Jack" I asked
"He wouldn't come down"he sighed
"JACK GILINSKY GET YOU LAZY ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW" I yelled
"I swear to god if he's not down here in 20 seconds I'm going up there and dragging him down here" i said
*2minutes later*
"Alright thats it. Shawn lets go. You're the strongest so you're gonna help me" i said and Laur stepped in
"Um no you are not taking him up there with you" she said
"Oh shut up. You act like I'm going to fuck him while I'm up there" i said grabbing Shawn's arm and taking him upstairs
I went to Gilinsky's door but it was locked
"What are you going to do now" Shawn asked
"This" i said taking a bobby pin out if my hair and picked the lock
"Dad taught me that i smiled" and walked in
"Get your ass up and downstairs or we're dragging you down there" i said and he didn't respond
"Okay Shawn help me lift him up and i got it from there"
We got Jack up and then Shawn helped me put him over my shoulder and I carried him down stairs. Yeah I'm a lot stronger than some think.
I walked downstairs and there was no room on the couch so i just dropped him on the floor and everyone stood there shocked
"OUCH !" he yelled
"Well then you should have came down the first time" i said

"Now i have some very important news to tell you all. *pulls out letter* I was offered a full ride scholarship for volleyball to Auburn University. My dream school. I didnt know whether I should accept or deny the offer because of everything thats happened. If things were the way they were last year I would have jumped on this offer. But they arent. I talked to Sammy earlier and he told me I needed to do whats best for me so I did." I stopped for a second and looked around and some of the guys looked really sad. Then i looked at Jack who was trying so hard to not cry.
"So i did what was best for me and i went back home and replied to them." i took out my phone and started to read my email i sent them
"And this is what i said
'Dear Administration Of Auburn Univeristy,
I am so honored to have received your kind offer for the full ride scholarship in volleyball. Auburn University has been my dream school since I was a little girl. My life has changed dramatically over the past year making the choice a lot harder on me. I finally came to a decision and will be taking your offer. Thank you very much for letting me have the chance to go to your wonderful school I greatly appreciate it. I will be excited to attend in the fall. See you soon !
Sincerely,
Isabell Wilkinson'"
I exited out of the app and put my phone in my pocket and looked at Sammy who was smiling.
"Isabell..i know that was a hard decision for you and I'm proud of you." he said
"And guys listen, yeah i may be going away but i will be coming back to visit as much as i can and i hope you can do the same. I don't want to lose you guys. You've all made a huge impact on my life and I cant afford to lose you" i said and immediately was engulfed in a group hug.
"I love you guys" i say and they all reply with and "i love you too" or something of that nature.

*2 months later*
"Okay guys this is it. I'll see you all soon" i say packing the last of my shit in my car. I would be driving to Alabama with Dani since she get accepted too. ROAD TRIP ! Aaayyeeee. No ? Okay..
I say goodbye to the boys and save Jack for last.
"Love you Johnson stay crazy and snapchat me all the time k ?" I say hugging him
"You know it. I'll miss ya stay safe" he says back
"Sammmaaay"i say stretching out his name
"I love you be safe. Call me everyday until you get there please" he says squeezing the shit outa me
"Okay okay cant breathe" i say
"Sorry bye love you"
"Love you too Samuel"
"I'll miss you" i say wrapping my arms around Jack
"I'll miss you too baby" he says hugging me back
"I love you"
"I-I love you too Jack"
"Please be safe baby girl" he says letting me looking me in the eye
"I'll try" i smile. He kisses me one last time before we get into my car and drive away.

*1 week later*
We were driving trough Mississippi almost to Alabama when Jack called. Dani answered it for me because i was driving and was trying to concentrate since it was pouring rain and i could barely see.
"Put it on speaker" i say
"Hey jack !" I say
"Hey baby hows it goin" he asks
"Good we are almost there !" I say smiling
"Glad to here it. I miss you" he says back
"I miss you too Jack" i tell him
"When will i see you again" he asked
"Uhhmm well unless you come to visit not until Thanksgiving break" i say
"Isabell thats so long !" He said
"I know i know. But maybe we can OH SHIT FUCK NO" I scream as we got hit by a truck that ran a red light. The last thing I remember hearing was Dani scream and Jack calling my name before everything went black.

A/N one more chapter after this then stories over but its gonna have the same ending it did before i re-wrote it

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