Chapter 20

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Harry's pov

We got back to the house at around ten, Hailee had already gone to bed when we got in. ''I'm gonna go to bed, goodnight Haz'' Niall says to me, ''night. Oh and Niall please don't call me Haz anymore'' I say as he was walking away, he stops and turns around with a look of confusion on his face ''what do you mean Harry, I've always called you Haz'' he says still looking confused ''just don't call me it anymore. Louis used to and everytime you say it, it reminds me of when he said it'' I lie. The way Louis tensed up when he said it got me feeling weird. ''Ok, I won't night Harry'' he says looking a bit sad, I feel a bit bad. I also go to my room and get out of the jeans and go and wash my face and brush my teeth.

Once I'm done with brushing my teeth and washing my face I go over the bed and pull out my laptop to watch some netflix, because I can't sleep. I turn on a episode of brooklyn 99, I haven't been able to watch friends since the night Niall came over to my room, when Louis didn't come home. I shake those thoughts out of my head and start to watch the show.

When I finally get tired it's two in the morning. I put my laptop on the bedside table and then pull the covers over me and as I'm closing my eyes I hear my phone ring. ''Who on earth is calling me at this time'' I mutter to myself as I go and see who is calling. My jaw drops when I see who it is. ''Can't be'' I say to myself as I look at it again, it really is. I answer after a couple more rings ''hello'' I say acting like I don't still have his contact saved as ''boobear''. The other line is silent. ''Louis why are you calling me'' I finally ask. Why is he calling me at two in the morning? ''Aah I missed that voice'' he says clearly drunk, ''Louis are you drunk?'' I ask already knowing the answer ''maybe'' he says into the phone ''so yes'' I reply coldly back to him. I don't like drunk Louis, it isn't Louis, it isn't my Louis. ''I missed you Haz'' he says into the phone. It hurts when he says those words. ''I missed you too'' I say my eyes start to glass up, and I even let a tear come down my cheek. ''Where are you?'' I ask him wanting to know if he is drunk alone or if there is someone else there, ''at home alone, missing your cuddles'' he says back. ''Do you want to come over'' he asks after both of us had gone silent. I shouldn't, but I want to so bad. ''I'll come, just give me the address and I'll be there'' I say into the phone a smile appearing on my face, ''you know where I live, I haven't moved, see ya'' he says then hangs up.

Luckily Niall doesn't live far from where Louis lives, so I decide to walk instead of stealing Niall's car, because my own is at my house. I walk a bit until I see the sign for Princess park manor. This place always put a smile on my face. All the good memories come rushing back into my head. I keep walking until I reach Louis' door. I knock on it, but no reply. I knock a couple more times, still no answer. I was about to walk away when I remembered there was a spare key on top of the left lamp next to his door. I check to see if it's still there, and it is. I take it from there and unlock the door to see Louis asleep on the couch. I stop to just admire him, when he sleeps he looks so peaceful. I start walking over and when I look over to the kitchen I see empty bottles of alcohol it takes the smile that was on my face away. I walk over to Louis and he reeks of alcohol, I don't like it. But I still pick him up and carry him to his bed. I put him under the blankets, then leave the room and start to clean.

I start with throwing all the bottles away, and then picking up general rubbish he had around the house. It looked like he hasn't cleaned in like a month.

While cleaning I hear footsteps coming down the stairs, ''who's there'' I hear a sleepy Louis say from the bottom of the stairs, ''it's just me'' I say continuing cleaning. All of a sudden I feel his arms around my waist, ''Louis what are you doing?'' I ask, we hadn't talked properly in almost two months yet alone hugged. He doesn't answer, just holds me tighter. ''I miss you Hazza'' he finally says into my back with a shaky voice like he would be crying, and when I turn in his grip sure enough he is. I don't say anything, just stand still. He grabs me tighter after I try and move away from him. ''Louis what are you doing'' I ask him while trying to move away from him, but he won't let me. ''I want to hold my baby'' he says pulling me closer to him. ''Louis I'm not your baby'' I say to him, still trying to pull away but he won't let go.''You'll always be my baby'' he says lifting his head up to look at me. I can't help but smile on my face when he smiles up at me. ''I missed you too'' I finally gave in after about two minutes of him staring up at me, His smile growing even bigger. I finally put my arms around him and he puts his head back on my chest and I put my head on the top of his. I kiss the top of his head, and take in his smell that I missed so much being apart for two months, ''I've missed this'' he says into my chest, I smile into his hair, ''me too.'' ''Why did you end it Haz?'' he finally speaks after a bit of silence, ''guess I had to leave, just to need you'' I say lifting up my head out of his hair and looking down at him on my chest. ''I didn't want to break up, but you wanted to leave and I didn't want to make you stay if you didn't want to be with me'' he says and I feel my shirt starting to get damp from his tears. I put my index finger under his chin and without thinking I planted a kiss on his lips. He seems shocked at first but then melts into the kiss. We are like puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together.

After a couple minutes of kissing we stop to catch our breaths. I cup his cheeks into my big hands and give him a kiss on his nose. ''Do you want to stay over, or do you just want to go back home'' he asks looking up at me with his beautiful blue eyes, ''you're my home'' I say with a smile coming back on my face, ''I'll sleep over'' I continue. He starts smiling again, and then takes one of my hands and puts it in his and then drags me to the bedroom, where I had just a little while ago tucked him in. ''I'm tired so we are going straight to bed'' he says as he takes off his jeans and shirt to show his bare body which I end up staring at. He seemed to have noticed and smirked at me then jumped into bed under the covers. I took my jeans and shirt off so that I could sleep comfortably, he was staring at me when I looked up. ''You got a new tattoo Hazza'' he says as I get into the bed and pull the blanket on top of me, his room was freezing. ''Yeah, you like it'' I ask looking up at him, showing off my new tattoo of an anchor on my left wrist since he was sitting leaning against the headboard and I was lying on my back, ''yep, it looks good, but you covered the tattoo of I can't change'' he replies. ''I covered it because I realized that I can change'' I say as I turn to my side and start to close my eyes ''night Lou'' I say before closing my eyes completely, ''Haz, can I spoon you, or is it too soon'' he asks sounding worried that he would be moving too fast into everything, and I guess we are moving quite fast back into things, but I don't really care he is the love of my life. ''You can'' I simply reply back to him, I feel his arms come under mine and he wraps them then around my waist and pulls me closer to him. He nuzzles his face into my back, ''night Haz'' he says and we both fall asleep almost immediately. 

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