Rin had a secret of his own like Shiro, Yukio, and the clergymen did but not as bad. This secret is revealed when Astaroth attacks but nobody was home except Yukio. Yukio is okay but what about Rin? Well, he had a hole through his stomach but he hea...
It's been about a month since we became exwires and things have gotten a little better. I've been training with Shura she's really tough and her training is even worse, had trouble fighting with the stick so I decided to just dump it while fighting Shura and it was tough and could only last five minutes standing without the stick but now I'm on twenty minutes and that's my limit. I take a five-minute break before getting back to it. We do this for just over two hours forty, forty of which is resting. I'm also practicing walking and getting my strength up in my legs while at the church by cooking or taking walks. I can't go for very long but I can walk for almost an hour as I'm not fighting so it doesn't tire me as quickly.
Right now we're being informed about a camping trip we're supposed to be going on. "We have a camping trip that we're going on in a week's time. So make sure to pack stuff for two nights and a bit extra just in case." Yukio told us as he finished packing up his briefcase and walked out as the bell rang. Everyone got up and walked out the door to go back to the dorms or whatever they were doing.
I made my way to an empty classroom and opened the door with a key that brings me to the church. I close the door behind me and yell a 'hello' and Shiro's voice comes from the kitchen replying a 'welcome back'. I go to my room and started on my homework but soon got bored and so decided to go for a walk. Without my stick. I have to get the practice in or I'll never get any better at walking or any stronger. 'No closer to getting my wings back. And that sword can give me the power I need to get them back.' I think as I tell Shiro I'm going for a walk and he tells me to be back for dinner.
From thinking on my whole walk I paid no attention to the fact that I was back home and it seemed like it had only been a few minutes but in reality, it had been an hour and a half. 'A new record for me.' I enter the church and the smell of food fills my nose, I walk towards the kitchen and see plates being taken to the dining table. Oh hey, Rin! Mind taking your plate to the table?" "Sure," I say and I pick up the plate of food and sit down at the table we put our hands together and said: "Itadakimasu." And began eating. The table was quite talkative today but as usual, I was quiet and just think and every so often listening to the conversation at hand.
"Rin, you don't have to worry about washing up you already have to worry about trying to walk you shouldn't be putting more pressure on yourself," Izumi said as he came through and took the plate and sponge from my hand, I looked at him then at the floor and turned around. "Alright," I whispered in a monotone voice and my face clean of emotion. I wanted to wash up, I wanted to push myself, how was I supposed to get my wings back if I couldn't even wash up. I went up to my room and laid on my bed thinking a little angrily.
"Rin?" Shiro's voice from behind the door came in and it brought me from my thoughts there was knocking then the door opened and I toured my head to look at him. I sat up with the covers over my legs. "Are you alright to go on the trip next week?" Shiro asked worriedly, it angered me. I was fine, I was training. How do you get better at anything if you don't train or practice? "Of course I am, why wouldn't I be?" I ask monotone. I wanted to keep the anger out of my voice so monotone was the best I could do. He looked at me sympathetically. "I'm just... Worried about you." He said it out loud and I just wanted people to stop acting and being worried about me. Is that too much to ask for? "Well, don't be," I tell him with a little anger coming out a little. I lie down and my back to Shiro. I heard a sigh and I heard footsteps leading to my door. "I don't know if Yukio told you but I'm not coming on the trip so don't do anything that could reveal you as the son of Satan." I gritted my teeth as the door closed. 'Why are they all so worried?! Saying do this and do that! Don't do this! Oh my, you must be so pressured! Let me help! Why can't they just let me do things my way! I'm not five I can do things on my own!' I wanted to scream and yell, throw things. I felt like a kid about to have a massive outrage but I was much stronger than a kid. When I had tantrums as a kid I was strong and broke my old man's ribs one time, imagine what I could do now.
(Shiro pov)
Somethings wrong but I can't work out what. He was angry I can say that for sure. But what is making him angry? I can't work it out. I'll ask Yukio when I see him.
I had serious issues writing this chapter, I spent days trying to figure out how to write it but I did it!
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